ive been using the past one wk to reflect on myself.

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then i realised, i was in the wrong for so long. i finally realised my mistake.

dear dear, if im given a 2nd chance, i would really treasure and nt be so stupid to repeat what ive done already. i regretted what ive done totally. sobs.

my thinking of life, marriages and family. they have changed. totally changed.

now all i want is to have him back in my life again. i'll do anything. even if it means getting my backache for the rest of life. hai.

deardear, are u there?