stuck between my fantasy & what is real

life's sucha bore.

i feel alone sometimes. i know some ppl are going thru rougher patches than me. but i feel LONELY!

i feels like im single yet unavailable. in love yet being ignored and neglected.

was it me that expect too much? or was it you whos really helpless?

why am i not able to feel my importance in you? why is it that whenever i throw a tantrum, im always in the wrong? have it ever occured to you, if you have showered me with more love and attention, i wouldnt even be losing my temper over every small little things? hai.

why is it that we need to wait till being together for 1yr plus, then we wanna decide if we want to continue or not. if given a choice to end, i would rather not start in the 1st place.

cuziknowireallyloveyou.