ive been drinking for the past few days. im not guilty at all.

i feel good and addicted. im waiting for that day, when im really dead drunk and happy. (kylieeee)

it feels good to numb myself. to keep myself from thinking of the negative stuffs. (theres no good things for me to think abt)

went shiraz with irene joanne kylie and her friend joreen. we were shisha-ers that night. shall post pics up very soon.

went dempsey quarubar with cuzzie. very chilling and jazzy. shall post pics up very soon also.

went pasir ris (i dunno the bar name, summer breeze??) with weeee! RELAX! very very relax. well, so relax that u'll feel moody when u think of the harsh reality. no pic, so nth to post up.

went clinic with kath. to gossip abt work and chillout. to get past the boring night. no pic, so nth to post up also.

i feel so bored and empty. )=

p/s. Jing are u okay in BKK? i heard they're in a state of emergency. im so worried for you. shit, i forgot when ure coming back. GIVE ME A CALL! SOBS.