im not as strong as u all think i am.

perhaps is because of the effort and love that ive put in.

i really dun wish to go thru a 2nd post-xavier-period again. im scared!

im glad that sy gave me a call. jing, i wun blame u! loveyou.

i know ppl will be tere to hold me if i fall. but if given a choice, i wouldnt wanna fall at all.

i feel so weak, after fri night. my gastric hasnt been very well after all the vomitting with only 4nuggets to tahan for 1day. when i walk, i can literally feel my energy level only at my ankles. but dun worry, i'll not faint. im starting to eat abit already. hai.

pls pray for me my friends. pray hard.