hai, im back.

no i did not mia or disappear or vanish or die.

im still kicking alive (unfortunately).

well well well. too tired to blog recently. mentally and physically tired (to the extreme).

ive been telling myself whats over is over, aza.

whats the point of still hanging on, and making yourself miserable and terrible?

you still have friends and family around you.

i'll be fine, i promise.

and ive been eatingg! so no worries ok?

current weight now is 48.2 (which was measured 1day ago).

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its always at difficult times when u really know your true peeps.

i really appreciate that everyone has been spending time with me, making sure that im eating and not crying etc. deep down in my heart i swear.

special thanks to jing, am, sy, cutie, serene, kylie, irene, jess, baby jon, chuchu and bob (basically these are the only friends i have). im still surviving dun worry. its hard, but i need / will have to move on.

love you truck loads.