i wish tomorrow will never come.

i wish time would stand still at midnight and stayed like this forever.

im never a satisfied girl.

i wanna be self-contented.

happy 2009.

*sweep away all the bad luck!*

i feel so lousy now.

)=

i took the sweet life, but i never knew i'd be bitter from the sweet.

everytime when i faced problems,

i'll runaway and getaway.

and im doing the same now as well.

i just hope everything will turn out the way things should be.

i dun wanna hurt anyone,

neither do i wanna get hurt again.

I AM THE CONDOM COLLECTOR!

my drawer at the club is full of condoms. (i should take a picture of it one day and post it up)

just the other day, when i was checking the rooms,

came across 2packs of condoms.

1 was used, so i gave it to john.

the other 1 still unopened, i kept it.

today, emily went to check the rooms,

found another 6condoms.

and i happily asked her to dump it in my drawers. (=

anybody need condoms, pls feel free to call me.

btw, its durex featherlite. for extra senstivity. =p

even thou condoms brought me unhappy memories,

i choose to believe him.

dun ask me why. i just do.

merry xmas merry xmas. (=
end of the yr is finally here. (*GASPS!)

i want my santa! where are youu.


so abruptly, i shall end my post.

the last day of xmas -

yes, after much hot discussions on this movie,

i finally went to watch it last weekend.

very niceee!

initially, i was still having my doubts when the movie was first screened.

but after catching it, i finally realised the craze that was going on.

cant wait for twilight 2!! (=

oh, edward is so cute la.

abit too fair thou, with too-red lips. hahaha.

am going to buy e book!

but i think most of the bookstores are probably out of stock now,

nvm i can wait.

cuz i still have 'The Guardian' & 'Nights in Rodanthe' waiting for me. LOL.!

yuppo, this show is hilarious! all those flurry fat animals!

im someone who dun watch cartoons, but this one really must watch!

theres not much advertisements on this movie as compared to cartoons like madagascar 2, which i feel is quite abit wasted. )=

some touching elements in there as well.

really good movie - i give it 4popcorns!

lastly, a real-life bolt.

(i found it online, soooo cuteeee!)

im so thankful to the one who invented washing gloves.

for whatever reasons, it really helped me to prevent my hands from rotting further.

thank you. (=

its xmas eve tml.

and boy, time passes really fast. its the end of the yr again.

i suddenly have this overwhelming feeling coming over me.

dun ask me why.

i just felt sad because 2008 is ending soon.

i rem in my earlier post, how much ive wished and complained that 2008 would pass soon.

but now as it is really coming to an end, i regretted what ive said.

i kinda miss this whole yr.

even though it made me a stronger person,

even though i had my fair bit of crying every night,

even though i had lost you,

even though i was unhappy.

but looking back, i wasnt really that keen to make this yr go.

nevertheless,

its time to move on i guess.

all the best for you.

and all the best for me.

ps, jing. though i could nv understand how you felt that time when she left,

but i hope you'll stay happy for her.

i know everyone in the house sucks.

but still, come to me whenever you wanna have some warmth or drink some soups ok?

we love you. sy and me.

www.orderperfume.epetzjoy.com

hmm, can order together if want. cuz i think more than 10bottles can bargain for a better price. (=

dun ask me if its real or fake one.

i myself haven try it also.

think its real one la.

information provided by mr low. (=

a xmas buy for myself...

yes yes, LG ice cream phone. (=

they look so nice and korean. but not very sure if its user-friendly. nv use LG phones before.

am still contemplating which colour to buy. they are only carrying pink and white in the spore market.

and best thing is, without any plans, the price is only $338!!

while washing the dishes today at work,

my chest felt those tightening pain again.

i always have this pain every now and then,

but i just brushed it aside cuz i tot it was because im wearing a bra.

but today?

how can it be?

i wasnt wearing anything underneath my uniform...

'oh so what do you want.

not letting go, yet dun wanna give up.'

'oh i feel so selfish. dragging things, making things complicated'

'if you're not going to let go, u'll nv going to move on'

'maybe ure just imagining things, giving urself false hopes. he's not coming back to you.'

all those voices inside me.

they're making me go mad.

can anyone tell me what to do?

im in a mess. sobs

hotel is soooo quiet for this month.

and our club occupancy is like only less than 20 in-house for next wk. (i dunno if i shud be happy or sad)

will be cutting on the stewarding aunties.

WHICH MEANS THAT WE NEED TO DO THE WASHING NOW!

)=

my fingers just got alil better,

now with all those washing,

i wonder....

will it ever heal?

sobs.

so angry with those neighbourhood aunties.

when my mom told me, i OS to myself.

'I MUST BLOG THIS'.

certain details i shant say out, cuz i suspect she reads my blog. -_-"

anyway this is the conversation between my mom & XYZ

out of concern, my mom asks....

mom: eh hows your daughter? nothing serious happened la i supposed?

XYZ, without answering my mom jumped straight to another topic..

XYZ: eh i heard your daughter broke off with her bf ah, and shes smoking now.

my mom so paiseh but still can bravely ans..

mom: yah i know ah. she smoke for fun only.

damn tulan ok! lol. these kind of aunties ah. so kpo one can! cant stand.

so proud of my mom. hahahaha!

suddenly everything just fade away.

there seems to be no mood for anything,

when i know how unhappy you're.

very much i would like to be there for you

like before.

but truth is, i think i brought only more stress to you.

if anytime, you need me,

i'll be here.

i just dun want to see you feeling unhappy and stress all alone.

perhaps if i know there's another person sharing your unhappiness with you, maybe i'll go away.

the other day at loreal hair seminar..

damn tiring day, but it really let me experience being a 1day model. hehhehheh.

there's actually lots more photos, but they are not with me now.

6models altogether.

tien - my stylist & trainer who spotted me at the warehouse sale

& dylan, one of the stylist & trainer.

particularly like the lights around the mirror.

so dressing-room feeling! (haha, IT IS A DRESSING ROOM)

tts nelfy, 1 of the models & ian, make-up artist cum fashion designer.


she is very pretty and cute i tell you.


after the 1st show. having our lunch break.


look at her dress! every girl's dream..


tts bethia. 1 of the models spotted at e warehouse sale too!


xiao shi & nelfy.


xiao shi & me. (yes. tt day theme is black & red. ps. your favourite colours!)


some random pics...





and finally, me in my civilian clothes..


i dun like my hair & costume on tt day!
makes me look old and rounder face.
but tien insist its a dolly hair. ohwells.
she decides.

the drag queen is in town.

lalalala!

yes yes, ive snipped it!

after like dunno how many years..!

anyway, am still quite happy with the results.

so far so good. (credits to jing & linda)

2008 is coming to an end.

need to stock up on a few things,

and so the list goes..

perfumes.

cosmetics.

sanitary pads / pantyliners.

hair products.

clothes.

shoes.

bags.

last but not least,

i wanna invest in a very good watch. (=

haven had my pick yet, but soon!

when ive got enough capital. whee la la!

here i am,

standing at the reception,

barefeet, behind the counter of course!

and blogging.

we're made to go down and help out at the reception after 9pm

if we are doing B shift now.

okay la, i dun really mind. (but then it will depends on who im working with la)

am going for my haircut tml le!

going to cut short my hair!

its been dunno how many years since i had short hair.

hope it will turn out nice. if not, im going to hide in a hole till my hair grows out!

whee. will post the picture up soon!

speaking of that, ive got lotsa of pictures to upload leh!

pls wait and see.....

oh oh oh!

11more days to go!

quickieee!

suddenly,

there's this indescribable feeling in me..

nothing can explain this complication..

=P

i dunno why im feeling this way.

perhaps its just due to tiredness i think.

my feet hurts. my fingers hurts.

and my mind is lethargic.

the carpark became my favourite my place again....

whey, wheres the sun?

we're going tanning later leh.

*chiku chiku lalala* come out come out please?

pulls down one eye and stuck out the tongue.

*erhem, doesnt this look familiar?* =D

things have been going pretty smoothly for me the past 1wk.

nothing major bad had happened, on the contrary, good stuffs have been coming along.

or shud i say, not-that-bad stuffs. (cuz good things haven been finalised yet!)

perhaps its thanks to the 'fu' that i got from bin. *acknowledged*

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recently it had been in my head.

the tune, the lyrics and its meaning.

... i cant stand the pain,

and i cant make it go away...

... the night goes on,

as im fading away...

... so i try to hold onto a time when nothing matters,

and i cant explain what happened,

and erase the things ive done...

i looked thru the photos, i thought back on those times

and then i realised, the stab is still inside my heart.

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congrats congrats.

uve finally defeated the stand chart marathon. (=

am really happy for you and as ive said, i couldnt stop beaming when i walked thru the lobby after seeing your msg.

now thats its over, one more thing less on your mind. (i dun wish to see that troubled look on your face anymore ah!)

and one day, ure going to the tcm with me.

happy birthday serene's mama!

its been so long since you've invited me to your place for steamboat.

dun shoo me away cuz ima hakka. hahaha.

eh serene, better dun let her know incase feb she dun allow you to go hk with me. )=

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im so tired. damn tired.

i nv felt so lethagic before. its not the 'tiredness' few months ago.

im physically really too tired that i wanna break down and sleep for good.

good night peeps.

i wanted to blog abt so many things...

i wanted to blog abt sy.

i wanted to blog abt bin.

i wanted to blog abt myself.

i wanted to blog abt ed.

i wanted to blog abt cutie, sis

theres just too much things on hand. and im tired.

its kind of a mental torture for both.

sounds like a yes, yet could be a no.

i dun wanna make a decision.

i chose to remain things as they are, and live in my self-created fantasy.

i dun wan things to suddenly turn ugly,

and the bubble just burst like tt.

i wan things to remain as beautiful as it is now.

i know i may sound selfish & childish.

but we've been thru all those shit just months ago,

and i really couldnt afford to have any shit coming my way anymore.

let me leave this place first.

theres just too many obstacles to overcome now.

even thou everytime i say i hate xmas season blah blah,
i actually do love the xmas shoppings.
shopping for gifts, calculating your budget, thinking hard whether they will like the present anot etc etc.
in fact i quite enjoy the moments. doing sth for your love ones.
thou i dun mean if you dun get any present from me, ure not my love ones. (=

got to start working on my list soon!

i wanna go xmas shopping soon...

i ate beef in front of a non-beef eater again.

lol. dun misunderstand me. im not a beef lover.

its just tt the dish happened to have beef in it.

not my fault thou...

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how on earth is this going to last?

hmm, wanted this vague relations to end fast,

to have a decision soon.

but it seems like im dragging it.

cuz i dunno what / how to do.

i dun want you to be a walking shadow.

i feel so bad.

i ate beef in front of someone who dun take beef.

=p

why cant you believe me when i said ive quitted smoking?

i just feel sad to know that

thats the amount of trust you have for me

after all these time being together.

its okay...

im starting to be dependent on ppl again.

and i dun like this feeling one bit.

im supposed to be alone & independent.

i dun wan ppl to be there for me,

cuz i dun wan any disappointments.

i cant afford to have anymore disappointments,

or should i say.

i have my reasons for holding back.

and its hard to tell you. i dunno why.

the things that can never be achieved in life,

are often those that you treasure the most.

but..

ure something i wanna have.

timbre last night was goodie goodie.

all i can say was..

good music, good place

and best of all,

good company. (=

oh yes, i shant forget to mention,

yummy thin crust pizza!

the only bad thing is they turn soft like taco after some time, left untouched.

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me & jing were so lonely and listless,

we decided to have a mini bbq at my place on xmas.

sy & am (yx, if you happen to be here),

are you fweee?

thou i had a feeling that in the end,

it will only be me & jing. sighs.

hai, its so sad to see

that towards the end of the yr,

theres economy crisis,

chaos in bkk & mumbai.

are there anymore to come?

cant we just end this year peacefully?

*world peace*

is that sth so hard to achieve?

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on a happy note,

im quite glad that this yr is going to end soon.

hadnt had a good yr.

slowly, the broken pieces are being picked up, and fixed.

time heals.

but the scar remains.

Lalala.

So happy these few days.

There's so many sales going on nowadays.

Im dying of sale-ism.

Charles & Keith,

Expo John Little,

Coach Preview.

And i just went to Bobbi Brown's & Lo'real!

Oh my oh my.

I need cash plsss.

mutton makes me sick.

)=

was at the airport fetching the smallies yesterday.

feel good to see them back again. at last, its not just me and jing anymore. (=

i cant explain how im feeling.

its happy yet inexplicable.

perhaps, its just the wrong timing ba.

hai, sian.

i had a good time yesterday.

was fun, relaxing and happy, feelings that ive nv felt for so long.

though i was tired, but after work ive transferred to another person! whooo ooo!

and i like it.

flight's touching down soon in another 5more hours!

cant wait to see you my dears!

lotsa catching ups to do. i'll go hunt for good places. i volunteer!

i always nv fail to drop a tear or 2 whenever i went to her blog.

thou its the 2nd time im reading, the feeling is still so strong.

someone with no fakeness.

someone who dun like to pretend just to win someone's heart.

someone who's been thru so much, so much harder than me, yet nv fails to comfort me.

someone who always scolds, but actually deep down, she cares.

someone who always will be there for me, when my slight depression starts.

someone who will always lend me her clothes because she knows im always wearing the same tops and bottoms!

someone who dun wan me to add her in the links cuz she dun want to be tracked down by unknown ppl reading her blog.

someone who will be going CH with me in Jan.

i love you, friendly tiger.

p/s. even thou i always ask u to go die together, i actually feared the day when u'll leave before me.

i was so upset just now i teared in the train while on the way to work.

upset not just because of my own usual problem, but because i tot of so many things, how selfish i am, how dependent or how weak i was.

and also, i tot of my friends and cutie.

thou seriously i still dunno what exactly happened, but i always tot our friendship was very strong. and all the more so, when i know both of you will be going overseas to study. i tot the bond will be even stronger. shall we at least talk it out pls? it seems that only both of us in spore treasure and care abt this friendship. why are both of you over there giving up? hai.

and you. stop doing silly things to harm yourself. i really dunno what / how to say to you. it aint gonna help anything or improve the situation if you keep going like this. maybe to you, its a solution, but i tell you. its only a temporary solution. you're just running away from everything. so why not just think over what you really want in your heart, and follow it! i know actions speaks louder than words. if its me, i cant do it instantly too. but trust me, i believe you can do it. prove it to me. if it fails, move on again. we are still young. the pain of losing is overwhelming, but we got to find sth else thats even more worth it for us, right? i love you cute.

from a non-smoker who hated the smell of smoking.. (i rem whenever he smokes, i'll always ask him to stop and shoo away all the foul air blown to me),

to a smoker 2months ago.. (to occupy my breaktime at work when i'll go on strike and hide in carparks and just puff my time and loneliness away),

and now, back to a non-smoker again. (the frequent drinking, smoking and puking sessions really affected me. yes i wanted to die, but not in this way thou. i know u'll hate me when u see me like this.)

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what i got to do to make you love me

what i got to do to make you care

what do i do when lightning strikes me

and i wake to find that you're not there

fri night after yoga was spent with cutie. went down to BQ qool bar.

i rem the first time we were there was on xmas eve, dunno how many yrs ago. (when jarrel & chu was in the picture still.) hehheh. oh yes, we even had our pictures taken and developed. (oh yes, my hair was in an ugly state, i still rem.)

2of us just went in and ordered a bucket of hoegaarden without thinking whether we can finish it up anot. LOL. hahha, and of course we didnt. gave away 2bottles to jav and his friend. and yeah, we made 2friends again tt night. (=

p/s. well cute. indeed what u told me has greatly shocked me. was surprised, but then again, i guess all men on earth are like tt. though there will be some who are not, but well... HAI. what to do. stop crying alone anymore. im your companion always. cuz we both know how it feels like to be alone in tt house full of relatives on cny. (=

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u know there's this 'chinaboy' in my workplace, who looks like derek he weijian and zhang jingxuan. uve got a common face ok? so dun deny anymore. =D

he looks abit like chu thou. the build, the height, the voice and even sometimes the way he sms. chu, you've a twin brother!

i dun want periodic friendships.

i dun want periodic relationships.

dun tell me nth in this world last forever.

dear santa, i promise to be good. pleaseee. )=

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had my basic theory test today. i passed. =D
too bad u were not there to share my happiness. hai

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finally sent my resume to BA. *fingers crossed* they will be conducting interviews in dec and jan thou. really really hope to get in.

oh FUCK IT!

hmm, i dunno how to start this post. dunno what to write.

i was reading thru my friendster blog yesterday. i realised im back to those depressed mode. or has it been the same all the while? it get so depressing and demoralising. hai.

theres this entry that i wrote on 15th June 2005! part of it was "i realised today. ever since secondary4, my life has been changing. so much so much. from the once beautiful rainbow, the different 7 colours. . to now, yellow and grey. i believe its gonna be black & white few months down the road." -and i think it came true.

sobs. i wanna go. i wanna go away. bring me to a faraway placee.

i dunno why i suddenly got the feeling of becoming a mom.

actually had it for a few wks already. the feeling just suddenly came, which kind of surprise me as well. cuz i nv tot i'll ever had this feeling.

it just amazed me at how your baby can start growing in your stomach and become bigger day by day. and at a certain point of time, you can even feel it kicking and moving.

and when the baby is born, all the fuss over to take care of him.

i dunno la, im just very amazed at the growing up process. its really v happy to see your child growing up day by day. making his first crawl, his first few steps and first few words. and yrs later, they will grow up to enter school. you will slowly see them grow up to become adults and etc. its just a wonderful feeling.

but im too tired to wait for tt day. i hate to live!

im back (unfortunately).

i was supposed to unwind myself and have a getaway. instead this trip brought back so much memories. i really dunno what to do with myself.

hai, i felt so sick now. i think its the cab on my way home. heavy jam and taxi smell.

luckily im still on my leave tml.

pics will be uploaded at a later date. cuz the cable is with my sis.

i miss smoking in the cold wind. )=

leaving in another 7hrs time.

i hope i dont come back.

but not for my friends of course.

love them.

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so badly wanted this yr to end fast.

i'll be spending xmas and new yr alone. I WILL NOT CELEBRATE.

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jing, i dunno what is happening but i really have been eating. i just weigh and it shows 47. NOT MY FAULT. pls cont to be my friend and meet me ok? i love you too much.

why have i changed to such a different person? that me myself is also scared of seeing what has become of me.

i rem i was once a young girl, dreaming of becoming a teacher when i grow up one day. i cried when i entered nursery on the 1st day. i was studious in pri sch, and i always had a storybook with me. like every normal girls, i played with barbie dolls, polly pockets, digimons and tamagotchi-s.

when i entered sec sch, even though i became abit lazy, but i still studied hard. Studies was the 1st in my priority. i even cried when i got into the 'last' class during streaming in sec 2. nonetheless, i studied hard and top my class in sec 3 & 4. it was also in sec sch that i had my first r/s. everything was sweet then. though i had a few failed r/s, but it doesnt bother me at all cuz i was the one who initiated it. i dunno why but my feelings just fade after some time. perhaps i was still playing ard at tt time.

entered into the poly of my choice, got the course that i wanted. studies still come first, but i didnt view it as important anymore. i studied cuz i wanted to get my diploma. i became even more lazy. lazy to attend lectures, and sometimes i even skipped my morning tutorials.

(i can say that poly life really made me change alot).

i was only 17yrs old when i had my first thinking of wanting to die. not because of anything major that happened to me or my family. or rather, it was one of my close friend in poly. it all happened out of the blue, and i just got taken aback by everything that had happened. and i was also experiencing a failed r/s at that point of time (which i can say is different from the previous ones that i had, even thou it was VERY SHORT r/s).

it just suddenly hit me that i dun wanna live anymore! whats the point of living when ive got no purpose in life, no goals to achieve and no motivation? i felt so damn lost. and it so happened that my clique were also having the same feelings as me. so we kinda bonded even more.

this feeling has been with me ever since tt day, till now.

graduated and so continue to work full time in the hotel that i went internship at. met new guy, had a new r/s and in the end, it ended also.

as a working adult now, things have changed drastically. i started to spend more on unneccessary items, smoke, drink and do everything (of course except touching drugs). i cant cry into my mom's arms whenever i encountered any problems and hope that she will settle for me like when i was young. i cant throw a tantrum and say i dun wanna work anymore. i cant express myself freely compared to when i was a child, when i can just cry when im sad or troubled.

i just seemed to feel heavier and heavier load on me. more shit, more stress, more burdens, more troubles. i was once a happy girl. now, its so difficult to find the word 'happy' in my dictionary. i cant say im unhappy always, but im just not happy. even more so during this period. everything just come and go. one problem after another.

this is never ending. its endless. sometimes i feel so weak that i feel like ending my own life. im not into depression, cuz i still know what im thinking. and i know even if i got depression, nobody can help me, not even the docs. i cant rely on their medication forever!

its really sad to see myself becoming like this. i dun used to smoke, or go out with any guys. i dun used to swear alot. i dun used to wanna die.

but i dunno why, this is the azaleas now.

goodness. yesterday was a crazy monkey night. really crazy.

celebrated jing's 21st. we booked hotel 81 to spend our lonesome night together. (din take alot of pics, but will post some up shortly)

started dinner without me at bugis with yx (yes, she's back!) and jieying (the porcelain beauty).

when i reached, we just went straight back to the hotel and start our small chilling session (some jap wine plus jap cheese cake & tidbits).

jy & yx left at abt 11. jing & i went clarke quay clinic at abt 12.

she siao ok, ordered a graveyard follow by a lychee martini. GRAVEYARD SERIOUSLY SUCKS. i still stick to my long island tea (=

clinic closed at 1thirty, so we moved on to boat quay where i had my bar-chor mee (seriously regretted eating, will let u know the reason later).

all the pubs there were closing by the time i finished my bar-chor mee, left with this pub call the 12th element. OPEN TILL 6AM DAILY LO. cool man! boss is only 19 can! so we went in lo.

initally abit weird cuz only 2 of us, then after tt we got to know some ppl there (who apparently is the boss's friends la), so joined them for drinks lo. stupid guy, try to eat my tofu. haven even know me for 2hrs lo. (i dun mean u can anyhow eat my tofu after dunno how many hrs la!). thank goodness im still conscious and know what im doing lo. asshole.

me & jing ordered a jug of vodka lime (niceee). had alil martell green tea too. then came the waterfall ordered by the guys for jing's bday. god ok! the kick came shortly after. i didnt drink la. after this still ordered beer mix with martell. WTH. jing eventually puke everything out! damn smelly ok! even though tipsy, still got to clean the mess up for her. I TOLD U, I WILL LOOK AFTER YOU!

it wasnt until 7am then we reached the hotel. the nice taxi guy is sooo good i tell you. he waited to see us go into the hotel safely before he drives off.

then my turn to puke in the hotel. fucked man! feel damn xinku. and all my bar-chor mee came out! (which is why i say i regretted eating). so damn smelly, and i think i saw the mushroom come out la! then i started crying again. HAI. both of us collapse in the hotel and die!

the other day at parkroyal beach, celebrating ky's 23rd bday.

hotel was quite cheap, cuz we hoteliers always manage to know all those cheapo stuffs (like whr to get cheap room rates and blah blah blah). all thanks to irene teo this time.

took a damn hell lot of pics.

me & irene c/i first without ky cuz she has got sth to attend to. first thing we did after c/i was to sleep.

after 1hr of our beauty sleep

can see my puffiness in my eyes lo. NOT ENOUGH SLP!

i still have nice eyes despite my puffiness one ok!

finally tt bday girl came & we went off to novena ZHEN FA for steamboat buffet!

oh yes oh yes, our room number! #458. 4D this weekend lucky number - 0458! (by goddess aza)

before going out, purposely bring ky to view the pool. and we spotted this magnificent place where we can see the spore flyer! and sunset time so niceee!

after dinner, waiting for bus to go marina mandarin meet jess. YES STRAIGHT AFTER DINNER, WE ARE MEETING HER FOR SUPPER. we are such yao guis, cant stand. LOL

while waiting for jess..




playing a fool in MM's lift

after supper with jess, was damn shag already (and we haven even started drinking yet)

i ji-tao head to the bed when we reached the hotel, even without bathing lo.

they're too bored so they started taking pics with a live zombie (which is none other than yours truly)

finally some zillion yrs, i crawled out of bed and washed up. (YES, i still did not bathe)

tada, so refreshed. our drinking session started shortly.

as you can see from this pic, the look on irene's face.

so after this, she immediately went to the toilet and be merlion. so smelly ok! summore plus she laosai. oh my god can.

rest of the night left me & ky only. irene KO shortly after she came out of the toilet.

so bored, and we fell asleep soon after.....

teehee, not my fault! next morning, they find my very-protruding-&-outstanding butt getting in their way. irene got no space to slp except that small lil space u see below. LOL.

we managed to get FOCLCO till 1500hrs, so we head to the very nice pool for a dip!

lian-ti baby! ok, im the elder sister cuz im taller.


reached the room and i think kylie suggested a sexy pose contest. -_-''

so here goes,

F1 - Irene Teo

F2- Kylie Chow

Tada F3 - Azaleas Loh

c/o after bathing and went late lunch with irene before going back home!