its xmas eve tml.

and boy, time passes really fast. its the end of the yr again.

i suddenly have this overwhelming feeling coming over me.

dun ask me why.

i just felt sad because 2008 is ending soon.

i rem in my earlier post, how much ive wished and complained that 2008 would pass soon.

but now as it is really coming to an end, i regretted what ive said.

i kinda miss this whole yr.

even though it made me a stronger person,

even though i had my fair bit of crying every night,

even though i had lost you,

even though i was unhappy.

but looking back, i wasnt really that keen to make this yr go.

nevertheless,

its time to move on i guess.

all the best for you.

and all the best for me.

ps, jing. though i could nv understand how you felt that time when she left,

but i hope you'll stay happy for her.

i know everyone in the house sucks.

but still, come to me whenever you wanna have some warmth or drink some soups ok?

we love you. sy and me.