i wanted to blog abt so many things...

i wanted to blog abt sy.

i wanted to blog abt bin.

i wanted to blog abt myself.

i wanted to blog abt ed.

i wanted to blog abt cutie, sis

theres just too much things on hand. and im tired.

its kind of a mental torture for both.

sounds like a yes, yet could be a no.

i dun wanna make a decision.

i chose to remain things as they are, and live in my self-created fantasy.

i dun wan things to suddenly turn ugly,

and the bubble just burst like tt.

i wan things to remain as beautiful as it is now.

i know i may sound selfish & childish.

but we've been thru all those shit just months ago,

and i really couldnt afford to have any shit coming my way anymore.

let me leave this place first.

theres just too many obstacles to overcome now.