from a non-smoker who hated the smell of smoking.. (i rem whenever he smokes, i'll always ask him to stop and shoo away all the foul air blown to me),

to a smoker 2months ago.. (to occupy my breaktime at work when i'll go on strike and hide in carparks and just puff my time and loneliness away),

and now, back to a non-smoker again. (the frequent drinking, smoking and puking sessions really affected me. yes i wanted to die, but not in this way thou. i know u'll hate me when u see me like this.)

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what i got to do to make you love me

what i got to do to make you care

what do i do when lightning strikes me

and i wake to find that you're not there