Thursday, November 20, 2008

i was so upset just now i teared in the train while on the way to work.

upset not just because of my own usual problem, but because i tot of so many things, how selfish i am, how dependent or how weak i was.
and also, i tot of my friends and cutie.
thou seriously i still dunno what exactly happened, but i always tot our friendship was very strong. and all the more so, when i know both of you will be going overseas to study. i tot the bond will be even stronger. shall we at least talk it out pls? it seems that only both of us in spore treasure and care abt this friendship. why are both of you over there giving up? hai.

and you. stop doing silly things to harm yourself. i really dunno what / how to say to you. it aint gonna help anything or improve the situation if you keep going like this. maybe to you, its a solution, but i tell you. its only a temporary solution. you're just running away from everything. so why not just think over what you really want in your heart, and follow it! i know actions speaks louder than words. if its me, i cant do it instantly too. but trust me, i believe you can do it. prove it to me. if it fails, move on again. we are still young. the pain of losing is overwhelming, but we got to find sth else thats even more worth it for us, right? i love you cute.

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