im starting to be dependent on ppl again.

and i dun like this feeling one bit.

im supposed to be alone & independent.

i dun wan ppl to be there for me,

cuz i dun wan any disappointments.

i cant afford to have anymore disappointments,

or should i say.

i have my reasons for holding back.

and its hard to tell you. i dunno why.

the things that can never be achieved in life,

are often those that you treasure the most.

but..

ure something i wanna have.