Its the eve of my birthday but I aint feeling any excitment or happiness abt the supposed-to-be-joyous occasion. I guess the extreme moodswings are getting into me and Im really suffering from it. Like just now I can just lie on bed, i sing to myself while listening to mp3 played from my phone, my tears just rolled down for no reason. I feel upset for no reason. I see the person I wished to see most yet Ive got no feeling of joy. My heartbeat or rather my life feels like a straight line, like as though they're dead. And I feel like a dead person walking around Singapore. Why have I become so depressed all of a sudden? Its not like as if sth bad had happened to me or Im going through a rough patch. NO, NOTHING HAPPENED TO ME AT ALL. And why the sudden change of emotions? I DUNNO. =.(