I haven been in the best of mood lately, counted that my bday is nearing. Seriously I have no idea why. And the feeling sucks, TOTALLY. Especially in the morning when you wake up with all those negative feelings and in a total get-off-my-back bad mood. You really feel like hanging yourself on the spot. Worse thing is, you still need to get up and continue your life as usual. This is FUCK MAN!

I guess theres really sth thats bothering me, and its so much ok. But its just that I choose to ignore it and hope the problem will go away. I feel like a ostrich. Dammit. But then again, the knot inside can never be untied and I know that, thats why I didnt make any effort to try to solve the problem. Argh, fuck la! Sobs.. )=