I asked. Once a crack is there, it will always be there right? How about if I put alot of plasters over and over it? Will the crack be concealed nicely or will it stand out in the crowd more?

I think the same goes to kinships, relationships, friendships or whatever kind. Once there is a scar, it cant be erased off easily. I experienced all scars in the 3 categories.

Recently I think alot on kinship. Will the efforts that we're putting in pay off? Will the incident really be erased off from our minds? Im sorry to say but I cant. I recalled the times when she 'abandoned' us *or shud it be the other way round*. I thought about the times we tried to salvage this tiny lil friendship of ours. Well, in the end, not much use leh. Pls dun get it wrong, Im not upset or regretting that I lost this friend. On the other hand, I was quite glad to see through how fragile human relationships can be.

The main thing is, I am very affected to see her very close to one of a person very close to me. *NOW WHAT IS THIS?* Am I transparent or what? And I cant comment much on this *kinky* relationship as ppl have the rights to choose who they wanna mix around with right?

So all I can do, is just to keep my mouth shut, pretending like nothing happened and gossip behind with my bud *snlylly* on earth. (=

Of course I shall not elaborate on relationships cause I feel its something that everyone on this damn earth will go through. Everyone knows, so I shall shuddup!