mum made a 'teh gia' for chloe.

teh gia = a mini small pillow filled with beans inside for babies to sleep well. purpose is to teh the gia (suppress the fear and keep all the nightmares and monsters away).

since chloe is not out yet, she asked me if i wanna sleep with it first, so that the 'teh gia' will have my smell and chloe will listen to me next time! hahaha!

but the 'teh gia' doesnt seem to have any effects on me!! )=

i still have nightmares and monsters coming after me everynight.

it didnt helped me in my fears and insecurity and stuffs.

IT LIED!!! SOBS SOBS