eh im starting not to feel hungry anymore again.

for the past few days, i only had one meal per day. i seriously got no appetite! hai.

pls dun tell me im back to those days again.

yes, on the outside im perfectly fine and okay. i laugh and joke like the old me.

well, i have to be.. but inside me, i know im back to that time.

i cried inside me everyday. i feel like a mad woman sometimes.

and i feel like dying once again.

sob sob sob. who can help me?