ive always fantasized having the perfect wedding.

the nice and elegant gowns, the perfect hotel for wedding dinner, the oh-so-nice! photoshoots.

BUT reality is soo sooo different from my fantasy. (I KNOW! -_-'')

its not like im getting married soon or what, but at this stage of life & r/s, naturally marriage will become part of our topic sometimes. WELL, then come all the arguments and disagreements.

what ive always wanted, he may think its not necessary.

all these doesnt matter.. theres still room for negotiation.

ONE THING. im definitely not going to move in and stay together with my in-laws. THAT IS A DEFINITE NO-NO. i dun care if wedding is going to be delayed cuz of this or what. KILL ME IF WE ARE GOING TO STAY TOGETHER. i want to live alone OKAY!