i tot my problem was big enough already,

and u will think urs is bigger.

does that mean my problem is not a serious as urs,

i cant think of suicide?

if you really think living in this world is a real torment,

then go ahead and die.

because its no use lamenting about

how ppl dun understand you,

how ppl can just tell you "this is just a phrase, jsut endure it" or "life is still beautiful"

when all you can think of replying them is

"YOU'RE NOT IN MY SHOES. YOU DUN UNDERSTAND!"

well, at least these ppl cares, they wouldnt want you to die.

if really u are so sick of life, and keeps blaming ppl ard you,

let me tell you.

JUST GO AND DIE.

yes i will be upset,

but at least ure freed from your sufferings.

you dun have to bother about anything under the sun.

no happiness no sorrows nothing for you to complain about.

it wouldnt be nice telling you to go ahead and die, straight in your face,

when ure grumbling and whining about how life is so unfair.

so if ure reading my blog,

and u think that u fall into that type of category,

ive said wad i wanted to said.

we keep wanting to die,

to be free of all the troubles we have.

but do we really have the courage to die?

ive tried.

and if u want me to jump down from a building,

just like how my friend did,

i dun dare.

or if u want me to cut my wrist or have an overdose of unknown pills,

i wouldnt want to risk my life,

cuz im scared i might end up in the a & e suffering,

instead of dying.

maybe an accident or some natual disaster,

just let me be alone.

cuz i wouldnt want you to die with me!