i shall not be the same anymore.

not the same when i was an intern.

i shall be firm and not be bullied or accused.

no way am i goin to tolerate all these anymore.

you shift the blame on us when things goes wrong,

when backlogs goes wrong, when groups or watever bookings are not in order.

hello! humans make mistakes alright?

and look at the pile of workload everyone is having.

i know you got your reports to do! so all the sai kang we do!

phone calls we ans, backlogs we do, irritating ppl we handle.

and you will always have figures to do, reports to submit, meetings to attend.

forever so busy.

what the fuck!

you are the manager, she is the executive.

you do reports whole day.

she do arrival check whole day.

and us?

whole day got to multi-tasks.

and the pay we get?

peanuts. PEANUTS! DO U KNOW?!

this is so unfair.

NABEI.

i get scoldings or lectures everyday until im really demoralised already.

im sorry for making all those mistakes.

i admit its my fault.

if im in the wrong,

i will stand up and admit.

but dun keep thinking that every wrong things done,

'ORH AZA!'

everything is me meh?!

chee bye.

so what if im new here.

giant was doing the backlog yest as well,

why didnt you question her?

why am i the 1st one to come to your mind

when things goes wrong?

just because my name is there on the fax?

pls, i already left for the day.

and giant was clearing the rest as well.

why didnt she see the fax?

why are u indirectly blaming me?

i feel so accused.

thats why i confronted you.

no way am i going to let myself be accused anymore.

im learning things by myself most of the time.

you as the manager, i dun think u know much anyway.

i apologise for being so frank and fugly in this entry,

but sorry. i still mean what i say.

wad SOP or whatever shit.

hello?! nobody told me what is SOP, from the time i was a trainee till now.

it was up in PPC then i know wad is SOP.

and who told me abt all those SOPs in the diff depts?

NO ONE. HELLO!

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THIS HOTEL AND THE PPL HERE?

CAN SOMEONE PLS JUST CLOSE DOWN THIS HOTEL?