Im feeling very unmotivated at work today. Uncertainty starts kicking in and further ruined my mood. I start to think: "How long can I stay in this job? I know I dun wanna waste time working in this position, but where can I head to?"
And as he said: this is only a job, not a career yet. So what deems a career? And will I have one soon?
Well, despite the fact that Im feeling the rush to get out of this JOB and move on, the wedding is holding me back. I CANT LEAVE NOW. Im gonna have lotsa bills to clear, lotsa stuffs to buy, I cant go jobless. And what? When I send in my CV, I have to fight with all those uni grads for a place in the industry. sobs. And I dun even know what industry I wan at this point. SIGHS
Yes, did thought of going back to hotel again, but the shift work is tiring. Thought of applying for airline as well, but my age.. :(
Thought of going overseas to work, but how to start? So many question marks.
Boss is treating me good, I have to admit. Its fun working here, but I just dun see the opportunity growth here. I mean I can venture into the production side la, but just no interest in all these animation and films, you know? Theres very few politics here, and everyone just get along with everyone. But pte ltd ley - no staff benefits and whatnots. Dead town generally interms of the benefits. :(
I need to find out my strength and stop idling around waiting for money to drop from the sky.
Aza aza fighting.
PS/ and yea, I need a better paying job so I can get a better loan from the stupid HDB. EDWIN LOW IS NOT CONTRIBUTING LO! >.<
And as he said: this is only a job, not a career yet. So what deems a career? And will I have one soon?
Well, despite the fact that Im feeling the rush to get out of this JOB and move on, the wedding is holding me back. I CANT LEAVE NOW. Im gonna have lotsa bills to clear, lotsa stuffs to buy, I cant go jobless. And what? When I send in my CV, I have to fight with all those uni grads for a place in the industry. sobs. And I dun even know what industry I wan at this point. SIGHS
Yes, did thought of going back to hotel again, but the shift work is tiring. Thought of applying for airline as well, but my age.. :(
Thought of going overseas to work, but how to start? So many question marks.
Boss is treating me good, I have to admit. Its fun working here, but I just dun see the opportunity growth here. I mean I can venture into the production side la, but just no interest in all these animation and films, you know? Theres very few politics here, and everyone just get along with everyone. But pte ltd ley - no staff benefits and whatnots. Dead town generally interms of the benefits. :(
I need to find out my strength and stop idling around waiting for money to drop from the sky.
Aza aza fighting.
PS/ and yea, I need a better paying job so I can get a better loan from the stupid HDB. EDWIN LOW IS NOT CONTRIBUTING LO! >.<
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