Yah, you know I was talking about Bf Low ranting on about the money & marriage stuffs..

We were at the topic again just now.

I guess Im just not prepared for marriage now. Can you imagine the load differences I have to bear after marriage?

1) I have to move into a new house and stay with new people

2) I have to start doing house chores!!

3) I have to start wearing bra in the house

4) My lifestyle will have a dramatic change (I can foresee)

5) I have to support 2 families

Its not that I dun love him, I dunno how to explain my feelings right now.

He's having 2nd thoughts to whether Im the correct one also :(

Me: *for the dunno how many times* I feel like going holiday leh. You wanna go with me anot?

Him: *Irritated tone* No money la!

Me: Then I go myself can anot?

Him: I know you always say say only, but you know I always hear you talk about all these I very sian leh. DO YOU WANNA SAVE UP FOR MARRIAGE ANOT?

Me: *quiet tone* not really leh.

Him: Not that I dun love you, but Im starting to think if you're really my lifetime partner anot...

WHAT CAN I SAY?! So many problems going through my mind can! We already have so many differences about the wedding itself, whats more after marriage? HAI.