Wanna blog about what happened today but I dunno how to start. Not exactly the worst that Ive been through, but all adding up just makes me dejected & I hate it.

Retail therapy doesnt seem to help. Went shopping alone after dinner and I spent close to a hundred bucks. I did not feel any happier. Its my rest day tomorrow & sat, and Im not feeling any happier. I have companies calling me up for interviews, but Im not feeling happy either! Sth is wrong with me I think.

My hair is in a mess.

My dark circles are getting darker.

My pimples are popping out.

My teeth are getting yellow.

My tummy is getting bigger.

My thighs are becoming elephanthy.

My fingers & toes are getting dry.

I wanna have a happy birthday =(