Its going to be two am and Im still not sleeping.

Alot of things running through my mind. The things he told me yesterday. The things that happened the day before. The incidents that happened today.

All of a sudden I feel so weak. How am I going to handle all those thats going to happen in my life?

Are things really going to be what is planned? Then why is it that nothing that Ive planned in the past happened?

I hate to think ahead. I hate to think whats going to happen or will happen. Maybe thats why Im always stuck in the same spot, be in my career, my relationships or my life. Im always in the same spot, never moving at all. Shucks.

Eh I really hate my life. FUCK YOU!