Oh just fb and realise one of my classmate's getting married.

Well well well, time really flies. Its like we've all come to the stage whereby we experience life, death and marriage.

More ppl around me are getting married. More ppl around me are getting pregnant and BABIES! At the same time, Im receiving more news of ppl dying too. Tsk tsk. And again, Im unmoved and still stuck in the same ground 10yrs ago. CHEEBYE!

Its going to be two am and Im still not sleeping.

Alot of things running through my mind. The things he told me yesterday. The things that happened the day before. The incidents that happened today.

All of a sudden I feel so weak. How am I going to handle all those thats going to happen in my life?

Are things really going to be what is planned? Then why is it that nothing that Ive planned in the past happened?

I hate to think ahead. I hate to think whats going to happen or will happen. Maybe thats why Im always stuck in the same spot, be in my career, my relationships or my life. Im always in the same spot, never moving at all. Shucks.

Eh I really hate my life. FUCK YOU!

Just realised, its 100days more to yr end. Shucks.

2wks more to pei's wedding. It's gonna be 1 person less when we go over to 335mama house for gathering. )= Kinda upsetting. Tsk tsk.

Anyway, I cant wait for next yr to come. Not because I have goals or some travelling to do. But because I just want every year to faster come & go. Im BORED!!! =//

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND!!! )=

Im feeling down, dull, moody, unhappy. You name it, im feeling it.

WHATS HAPPENING?

I think its back. And Im letting it affecting me again. Shucks.

Wow. Its been almost a month. 

Aug flew past me and now Sep is at its mids already. What the hell am I doing?

Am's back from Aussie [yeah, she graduated (=], but we haven got the chance to meet up yet.

Im addicted to online shopping. There's always so much I wanna buy, but there's always not enough cash in my account. I love their quality, so much better than Thailand's ones. I love the convenience, having items delivered straight to you without even have to step out of your house. I love the low cost involved, in particular! Its so much better than going out for shopping!! And I save more money at home, being a 宅女, doing online shopping! I wanna save money and go overseas!! I wanna go to The Bahamas, Cha-Am Thailand and so much more! 

Im on 4days leave this week, currently into my 3rd day already. Nabeh, time really passes like fireworks when ure on leave. *&%#$%#

Looking forward to the 2weddings in Oct, and yeah I can dress up again! Boring, and Im starting to utter nonsense already. Ciaos...