Im in a very terrible mood now. Im not having moodswings or PMS, for god's sake.

THERE REALLY IS ALOT OF THINGS GOING THROUGH MY MIND. But I cant say out. And I dunno who to tell to also.

WS & YB is gone. I cant go ecp to chill and cry out all my problems without them.

Was I being selfish to feel this way? How come I feel awful when I think of them together? This shouldnt be the case cause I should be happy since Ive made my choice. RIGHT?

Seriously, I must learn to be contented. Like what Pong said, dun keep dwelling on things that they nv do that u forgot to see the things that they've done.

Aza! Learn to suck it up! And really, its time u should snap out of your pessimistic thinking! Hai, I feel like puffing now. This is bad.. *shakes head.