Say what. I was damn upset and a stone just thumped in my heart and stayed there when I heard that the salary cut off date's on 15th. Nabeh. SO DOES THIS IMPLY THAT I WILL ONLY GET MY PAY IN THE FOLLOWING MONTH END? I AM SO GONNA SURVIVE BY EATING GRASS AND DRINKING WIND.

I still thought that at least this month I'll still be able to get some hundreds for the 1st wk I worked in MM. Boohoohoo!! Whats gonna happened to me then!! Oh fuck, I dun like this one bit. So glad mr low's coming back on monday!! I need him to feed meeeee! )=

And I happily went spending A LITTLE TEENY BIT of money, thinking that salary is coming in. *slap me pleaseee!* HAIIII.

I just came back from town, meeting my cuzzie lingling and sista. AND OH MIAN, I saw a damn hell lot of stuffs which I SO MUCH wanted to buy can! Fuck fuck fuck, why are you doing this to me? BEING BROKE DURING THIS SEASON IS SO MUCH WORSE THAN BEING DEAD!! SOBSSSS! Okok, maybe Im exaggerating, not being dead. Hmmm, maybe worse than not having any presents on ur bday? Does that count? Teeheee.

Okay anyway, a lil updates. Ive started work on monday. Eh, things are quite different from GPCH. OKAY, very much different. But Im so proud of myself today. I went to Garde Manger today ALL BY MYSELF!! Their back of house is so damn bloody messy and confusing la. Totally like a maze. I always cant find my way back. =p

Hai, the extra salary is so hard to earn. Now IM REALLY WORKING. Hahaha. Anyway, its time I get out of my comfort zone la. God bless me please...