i should be sleeping at this time now, because i got to wake up early tml morning.
had been working afternoon shift for the whole week, but for the past few days, i always need to wake up early to settle some stuffs. and i feel so lethagic by the end of the day. )=
was reading thru killla, and had some thoughts running through.
had been working afternoon shift for the whole week, but for the past few days, i always need to wake up early to settle some stuffs. and i feel so lethagic by the end of the day. )=
was reading thru killla, and had some thoughts running through.
do you love yourself more or your parents more?
definitely most of them will say they love their parents more.
but then come again, lets say ure so tired of life already. (oh yes, we belong to the depressed anti-living types), and if u were given a chance to die, WILL YOU? or should i say, if either you or your parents need to go first, WHO SHOULD GO FIRST THEN?
well, u say u love your parents, so should they go first so that they wont be the one suffering after you're gone? BUT, HELLLOOOOO? we're already so damn pissed and dun-bother-to-live anymore, shouldnt we be the ones to go first? YES, here comes the selfish part. nobody wants to deal with the aftermath. NOBODY.
everything we do, theres always consequences to bear. the bad thing is sometimes, OTHER PEOPLE HAVE TO BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES FOR YOU!
which always left me feeling very unfairly treated. but well, sometimes..
its all in the hands of fate.
i love my family though.
haha, mayb tat's responsibility.. all living beings had their responsibility.. even animals.. but the only diff is human gets to choose to run away frm it.. but how many of us knows that running away frm it has a price to pay?
ReplyDeleteSo I should feel privileged as a human cause i get the extra chance of running away when the animals dun? Well sometimes when we avoid, the responsibility will just auto shift to the next person...
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