been a few days since ive blogged.

so many tots running in my mind to blog but nth came out when im finally in front of the computer.

was reading thru my emails.

to cutie, to am, to sy, to jing.

suddenly i was so afraid of that period.

even now, when im just reading,

i feel scared. really fearful. )=

things haven been going quite well at home.

mom and sam are on cold-war-terms again.

luckily got sis and me at home.

bo i'll be the only one sandwiched in between them again.

i dun understand, why cant one family live harmoniously together.

so sian. i dun wanna think and dun wanna care also la. (i felt so irresponsible while typing this out)

sis's going to give birth soon, sometime next week.

well, i dun think i'll be able to visit her in hospital,

cause that lady at work had given me afternoon shifts the whole of next week.

she's mad lo sometimes. and i cant be bothered to argue with her, seriously.

had a meetup with am (finally!) and jing on wed.

im starting to get alil worried.

we were talking about my hearing problem.

i seriously cant hear what ppl are telling me.

i dunno whether is they are too soft or i cant hear properly.

sobs.

and lastly to you,

for the last time, im going to apologise.

i'll take what you sms-ed me tt night to heart.

i tot you dun wanna stop contacting just like that, thats why i contacted you back.

but i din know you will still be harbouring some thoughts.

maybe i shud just stay away from you for some time.

anyway, thanks for everything that you've given me and the support.

i wun forget you. (=