my friends ard me - they are always so happy. im always complaining and whining to them abt my own lil troubles.

yet, i think nobody is telling me what they're facing.

and when their real problem comes, i start to feel so inferior of myself. cuz its then that i will realise 'hey, uve got bigger problems than me! how come im always pouring my woes to you, yet u tell me nth at all?' it makes me feel so stupid and spoilt like a princess (which ive always hated).

but yet when ppl tell me their problems, seriously and honestly, i cant do a thing to make them cheer up. i dunno how to make them feel better, or even better, solve their problem for them (i think im a very bad counsellor). the only thing i always say is 'i cant help, but im always there for you when u need me'. sometimes i wonder, DOES THIS EVER HELP AT ALL?

HAI, LIFEEEE..