have you ever feel that

life is such a bore?

that everyday is just repeating itself?

even tho the ppl we meet are different,

the things we do are almost different.

im so bored of life leh, seriously.

and when i mention things like death,

sian of life, i kena slapped in the face.

what is THIS?

im lazy to update ppl abt my life, (anyway theres no updates, EVERYDAY IS THE SAME)

everyday,

we just go work, get scoldings for doing the wrong things, for doing things so slowly, or for nothing, we get scolded by people we dunno, especially indians.

fuck off!

or issit im just too slow & stupid?

i worked to serve you, show me some respect at least!

i dun owe you a living.

after work,

we go home. sometimes (almost most of the time) to a empty home.

even if there's ppl inside, it feels like there is none.

there goes my one day. i sleep and its the next morning.

is this the ordinary life that ive always wanted in the past?

OR WHAT?

happy times always end in a blink of eye.

sufferings are always a stretch long.

and my life feels like that exactly.

im tired.