Its been a long & winding journey

but Im finally here tonight

picking up the pieces & walking back into the light

into the sunset of the glory

where my heart & future lies

there's nothing like that feeling

when i look into ur eyes

my dreams came true

when i found you,

i found you,

my miracle

If you could see what I see

that you're the answer 2 my prayers

If you could feel the tenderness i feel

you would know it would be clear that

ANGELS BROUGHT ME HERE

standing here before you

feels like I've been born again

every breath is your love

every heart beat beats your name

my dreams came true

right here infront of you

my miracle

If you could see what I see
that you're the answer 2 my prayers
If you could feel the tenderness i feel
you would know it would be clear that
ANGELS BROUGHT ME HERE

Brought me here

to be with u

i'll be forever grateful

forever faithful

my dreams came true

when i found you

my miracle

If you could see what I see

that you're the answer 2 my prayers

If you could feel the tenderness i feel

you would know it would be clear that

ANGELS BROUGHT ME HERE

If you could see what I see
that you're the answer 2 my prayers
If you could feel the tenderness i feel
you would know it would be clear that
ANGELS BROUGHT ME HERE

yeah!

i am finally back to blog again.

suddenly i got so much to say okay?

while watching protege yesterday,

i come to terms that drugs are really scared.

REALLY SCARY.

and throughout the show,

i kept thinking of him.

when his drug addict act up,

when he's alone in his room,

injecting himself with needles or sth like that.

i dunno wad he did.

its all my imagination.

sigh.

and theres this xin suan in my heart.

how are you my brother!

kinda miss you.

everybody do in fact.

and thailand.

somehow, thailand gives me a chill.

all those villages, tribal stuffs.

eh scary okay?

and im having second thoughts abt thailand.

even though i would very much like to go.

arghhh.

okay, anyway,

happy new year.

work's starting on wed.

wish me luck.

(=

blogging seems the only interesting thing to do

when im at home, nth to do.

i feel so rot today.

and FM is playing some english oldies.

if i din rem wrongly, its "ready or not" by A1.

is that right?

haha, yes it is.

i just heard the dj saying out the name.

sigh, even the dj sounds so old.

hellooo!? i need some colours.

yesterday is vday.

on my way back home,

i saw kylie!!

omg lah!

inside the train with a bouquet of flowers

and her guy standing beside her.

whee whee.

so xinfu!

i feel so happy!

and i almost screamed out loud outside the train.

lol!

my best friend serene is off to korea.

wun be back till ny chu 3.

hai, i haven been meeting up with her.

and ive been owing her presents.

lol.

i miss the secondary school days with her.

have fun in korea. (=

i think later im going to have

some mandarin oranges.

new year is coming.

how?

i think im addicted to drinking

and being high.

sighs.

whrs kylie?

i nv felt so broke before okay?

at least not for the past 5.5mths.

attachment's over,

which means to say my income is cut off also.

NOW.

WHO SHALL BE MY SOURCE OF INCOME?

and as usual,

i need to depend on myself again.

just when everything comes,

i have to be broke.

arghh!

its close to 3am

and i dun feel like sleeping.

cuz i dun want the feeling of waking up early

and walking ard at home with nth to do.

just met up with lohloh and sy yesterday.

and i realised there's so much changes going on okay?

time to update each other, peeps.

chu3, visiting day.

and ms wong wei jing, pls make urself free.

you haven been meeting us for a long timeee.

dun forget us ah!

festive season is coming.

we are all out here spending

and he's alone in the cold hard cell.

is there anything i can do to help?

i dun mind exchanging a few years of my life

in return of his family's happiness.

after all, being here

is really killing me.

happy valentines day to all.

(=

its just a day.

went safari on monday with jess kylie irene joanne!

after dunno how many umpteen years ago.!

eveyone is so happy and excited.

glurp!

well, it was fun. but we din get to visit the mangrove walk with all the bats inside!

because jess and joanne was afraid.

ohwells!

jess ah! she was so afraid that the map on her hand become giam chai by the time we finished the walking trail.

and joanne, theres sth i need to tell u.

PLS GO AND GAIN SOME FATS.

U KNOW WHEN I HOLD UR HAND, I FEEL LIKE HOLDING A SKELETON HAND OKAY!

irene one is better. lol!

next friday ecp!

whooo~ are we having a picnic?

jess 1st farewell

the girls - irene jess joanne kylie azaleas

the guys - edwin thomas harry naren

2 police - joey peter


jess 2nd farewell
(how can anyone have 2 farewells right? -_-'')

New Asia Bar

tian jess aza kylie joanne irene

receiving her present!

chillz bar

irene kylie jess tricia azaleas joanne

big belly harry

he din say i cant upload the pics on my blog.

so tada! my most admired young married chef.

- a deep rooted fear of marrying a man im not madly in love with.
i always worry that one day i'll wake up, look at my husband and think
'GOOD GOD, you're not the ONE!'
and then what i'll do? after all, once you say "i do",
its not easy to say "i dont". -

- in my opinion, Barbie is the reason why so many women are on diets
and spend fortunes on peroxide & Botox.
she also shoulder the blame for breast implants, liposuction and 6-inch heels.
we grew up with her, loved her, dressed her, undressed her, brushed her hair, then tired of her, hated her and threw her away. but instead of forgetting about her, we then grew up and started spending all money trying to look like her! -

- i dont think i should have read all those silly fairy tales stories when i was young. no wonder i grew up disappointed. -

did they say

sleeping naked is good for health?

(=

its an experience

attachment is over.

the 22weeks really pass very fast.

so fast that i did not have time to look back.

its been a great time at the hotel,

even though im practically dragging myself to work everyday.

but once im at work,

i feel good.

(=

the 5+months in the hotel

let me see and learn alot.

especially the different people in the world.

ultimately,

im glad i had chose attachment instead of studying in school.

(even though i miss school damn hell alot)

its fun working in the hotel,

interacting with people from all walks of life.

but theres always some irritants around

and they claim that its their culture to do what they had did.

eh fuck off okay!

im staying on in the hotel

as full time.

meanwhile, just tahan first lo.

cuz right now, i really have no idea

what i want to do.

ive actually give up hope on

entering SMU.

my maths just sucks lah.

so theres no way i can get in lo.

nvm, i strongly believe

what will be will be.

(=

i cant believe i just cried.

i got to stop all these.

ive been crying quite alot recently.

i dunno why.

dun ask me.

the more i say,

the more wrongs ive done.

i nv knew being honest with someone

can be so painful.

i nv knew being in love

can be so painful.

being in love with 2persons.

how painful can it be?

i thought supposedly.

its all my fault that i keep dragging.

i really have no idea things would turn out this way

for the both of us.

if only i could turn back time.

i really will take the initiative

and i wun mind at all even if u had reject me in the 1st place.

cuz i know i wun have any regrets.

if only.

attachment is coming to an end.

tml is the last day.

i guess it would be the last time

i would ever see him again.

i miss you.

i will miss those nights,

where we sat down after supper and strained our necks

trying to find shooting stars, listening to your problems yet there's nth i can help.

and theres always a bottle of green tea to accompany you.

i will miss those days,

when we keep complaining abt how boring attachment is,

and how we wished to fail our exams and hoped for 'the best',

how depressing is the operator room and how we yearn to go up to the orchid club.

some things will always be kept as memories,

even if my hard disk crashed, and there's no way i can get back all my stuffs,

you know theres always memories of us in my heart.

i apologise for giving you false hopes, for making you feel uneasy.

forgive me for all the hurt that ive inflicted.

i love you.

goodbye, jon.