last day of 2007.

some reflections (they are not in sequence thou):

-graduated from poly with a diploma in business studies (tourism & hospitality resort management)

-went for a 6mths attachment with jonathan, and from aquaintances, we became really good friends. (its amazing how one can become so close within such a short period of time)

-my grandpa passed away on 11th October. =(

-i met my edwin and we became together on 9th Feb.

-for the first time, i went malaysia without my parents on my bday. (hehehe)

-i became a full-time in Grand Plaza Parkroyal, which is now called Grand Plaza Park Hotel on Feb 21st.

-i got promoted from reservation assistant to Butler on 1st Aug (not because im capable, but because of underlying reasons. sobs)

-i met a bunch of crazy ppl from the club floor. The 5 scandalous girls.

-i changed to a new class (TB55), and all i can say is 'i love them!'

-my attitude and character has changed (maybe just a lil, but i know myself)

thats all i remember - those that i din, they are just insignificant. I THINK SO.

GOODBYE 2007.

HELLO 2008

oh ho!

midnight mustafa trip again with irene this time.

she recommended a chinese tzi cha stall,

which is nice lo!

the beehoon and horfun.

wuohoho!

only thing - GREEN CHILLI NOT ENOUGH!

me and irene were like fighting for the chilli,

but in a silent way. hahaha.

*shys.

i bought pad as usual,

the only thing i like to buy there.

irene bought a ironing board.

hahaha. i cant imagine how did she managed to shove the ironing board into the taxi.

oh my, i want to laugh!

hahahha.

i miss going out with jess, joanne and kylie.

sobs sobs.

SPICE BRASSERIE, ANYONE?

i pray to the malay gods,

to punish those who eat pork

and then go pray at the mosque.

HMPH!

been so long since i met my fatty and pretty friend serene.

finally we get to exchange our xmas gifts.

last yr say until now lo. ((=

anyway, i got a bikini which is not my cup!

hmm, but still manageable ba i guess?

i told her if i cant wear, i will return back to her and she will have to buy me another one which is my size, i dun care.

wuahahaha.

but i love the patterns on it lah. (i cant rem if its blue background with brown floral prints or the other way round) hahaha.

i got her a FCUK perfume with an ultra tiny mini top inside.

i think the top is for those few months old baby to wear lo!

waste money and time only. -_-

i will post pics out soon,

cuz i haven upload them yet!

and my dear friend,

when are we going for our graduation trip?

)=

i was walking home few days ago,

when this lil indian boy dashed past me

and he stopped a lil bit infront of me,

points to the sky and says:

I CURSE YOU!

he said it like he was in some fairy tales

and he was the prince like that.

-_-''

i looked up into the sky,

and saw a moon.

i tot we are not supposed to point at the moon,

or else our ears will get cut?

hmmm...

Merry Xmas to all.

thanks to all who had sent msg to me.

-fel

-kelvin lim

-yilin

-ahling

-kelvin ng

-am

thats all i rem lah.

to those who had sent, but names not mentioned,

you're not forgotten.

love you!

friday was nth but fun.

we had a suite room in GPP and made a mess out of it!

house-maids complained that the room was so messy!

had a small surprise for am,

and its really small.

we just hang a happy birthday banner up and thats it!

LOL. we are sorry we din managed to get balloons, but we really tried hard to search for them!

yes! we bought bikinis (nice one).

whoo whoo! cant wait to wear them!

who want to ask me out to sentosa!

((=

went new asia bar at night.

was weird at first.

4 of us cramping in one corner,

didnt talk at all.

hehehe.

after when we moved to a more comfortable place,

things loosened up.

took pictures like 4siaochabors.

but fun!

went back to at abt 2.

so badly wanted to slp,

but was woken up to bid sy goodbye.

she was sick, so had to went home.

take care of yourself ok?

you are so smalllll.!

then 4 of us sat at the dining table and started some serious discussion.

felt nice thou, felt close and knitted for once,

even though i was very very tired. and it was 3plus in the morning if im not wrong!

poor yx had to go off early in the morn to work!

i knew she was going, but i just cant open my eyes to say goodbye!

and so the 3 of us slept on the gigantic king sized bed till noon.

watched dvd, ate cup noodles, bathe in bathtub, dressed in bathrobes,

and we bid the room goodbye.

cant wait for am to send us the photos!

and ive got some funny pics of jing trying to climb up the window.

(=

dear mother loh,

i have a friend who is in love with someone who will getting married soon.
lets name my friend A and the one marrying soon B .

i believe they know each other through work,
they may seem to be close colleagues to others,
but to me and my clique, we know sth is not very right here.
they go overseas together, stay out late together, and always went over to each others' hse (i dunno for what).
i guess theres always a limit to everything.

A is falling in love with B.
B is getting married soon, but still spends all the time on A.
which im scared that A might not be able to take it when one day B really leaves A.
the worse thing is,
B does not clarify things out with A, and still spends so much time together, which i am not very happy with.
A knows B is getting married soon, and still hangs out very often.
the care for each other is not like normal friends!
WE KNOW AND WE CAN SEE!

we really dun want to see our friend sinking deeper and deeper into this no-end black hole.
how can we get A back?

helpppp. )=

walao. i feel so angry lo.

me and uncle larry were talking about men getting china ladies as mistresses.

and i got so upset!

one of his friends was such an example.

and he even said his wife is like coe expired or sth like lah,

nabei lo, this kind of guy.

i shud just get one gun and shoot your balls from behind!

imagine the poor wife at home! )=

all these disgusting old fellows,

not to forget those china ladies.

OH MAN!

why are you all so seductive?

didnt your mum or dad taught you when you were young?

or at least the teachers in school?

i bet your late parents will be so ashamed of you.

hahaha.

GUYS - cant be trusted.

really! oh gosh.

for those who love watching hk drama series,

highly recommended -

heart of greed.

in chi its called 'tang xin feng bao'

i tell u is super duper nice lo.

pls go and watch.

those songs....

whoosh~!

oh ho!

notice anything different?

MY ARCHIVES ARE BACK!

OH MY.

i am such a genius, i cant help but compliment myself.

teeheeheehee.

this is for fel -

u look nice with short hair.

dun worry, the guys cant differentiate leggings and pantyhose.

ure still looking great. perhaps with the glimpse of love. (=

isk -

cheer up alright?

i know how ure feeling.

those damn feelings, damn ppl and worst, ns days.

nvm, (coos coos), im here.

yixian -

my soon-to-be JAL stewardess friend.

Kan-Ba-te okay!

kiankian -

time to do sth to ur head.

you really look weird with that botak army hair.

sighs,

i miss my poly days, but of cuz not my projects days! where i got to burn the midnight oil before the submission date just to get things done. BOOS.

i miss my friends.

am i trying too hard to be a girlfriend?

a girl-friend.

the girl in the relationship,

the boy's girl.

now, what is what.

can somebody pls help me?

)=

2007 is coming to an end soon.

sets me thinking,

what have i done in this year?

nothing came to my mind.

NOTHING?

erm, i also dunno what ive been doing throughout this one year.

i made new friends like,

the scandalous group (jess,irene,kylie,joanne)

the new PPC team

and my bf?

BOOHOOHOO!

i did nothing or shud i say i achieved nothing?

sobs.

2008 will be the same?

or WHAT?

i dunno....

you know i was shopping with am on friday at la senza.

she was choosing some panties that were so colourful and full of designs.

then at that moment,

i realised...

all my panties are black and plain!

gosh! i need to get some colourful panties as soon as possible.

))=

hello ppl i am back.

i just feel so lazy to blog for the past 1 month or so.

poor bambi.

his mum went for beijing for 9days.

and he's so lonely!

first 2 days was at my house,

and i can tell he super dun like my house okay!

cry & cry & cry.

i feel so pitiful for him, wanted to bring him down to walk walk,

but its been raining for all night long, how to bring!

one day cannot tahan already,

we brought him back to his house, and let his brother take care of him.

but my mind was always thinking of him.

OH MY Poor Bambi.

how many of you know that koala bear is actually not a bear?

but why do we call them koala bear?

HEHHEH!

thats why, save up for a budget trip to australia with me!

whee whee~

you dont understand me.

you never do.

why dun we just end everything?

i am really very sian.

when i reached home,

mum's playing mj again.

and i really hate it!

i hate the shuffling sound,

i hate the space they take up,

i hate everyone who plays mj!

i strolled home today after work, alone

i really strolled.

i never tot the usual path that i take,

could be so long, and windy.

i walked and walked,

till i reached the void deck.

looked up and saw my unit.

lights out again.

and i knew,

mum's playing mj again.

if you could not make ur promises come true,

i rather you not promise to me in the first place.

i found this somewhere,

i think its really very true & meaningful.

especially to a girl.

it says out exactly how we feel.

abit long though,

but read on..

When she walks away from you mad [Follow her]

When she stares at your mouth [smile...then kiss her]

When she pushes you or hit's you [hug her tight]

When she starts cursing at you [say i love you]

When she's quiet [hold her hand and ask what's wrong]

When she ignores you [act cute so she'll notice you]

When she pulls away [Pull her back]

When you see her at her worst [tell her you love her and she still looks amazing]

When you see her start crying [hold her...ask her what's wrong]

When you see her walking [approach her..give a kiss on the cheek.]

When she's scared [assure her you're not going to leave her]

When she lays her head on yourshoulder [tilt your head too..and hold her hand]

When she steals your favorite hat [let her keep it]

When she teases you [tease her back and make her laugh]

When she doesnt answer for a long time [reassure her that everything is okay]

When she looks at you with doubt [Back yourself up]

When she says that she loves you [she really does more than you could understand]

When she grabs at your hands [Hold hers and play with her fingers]

When she bumps into you [bump into her back and make her laugh]

When she tells you a secret [keep it safe and untold]

When she looks at you in your eyes [dont look away until she does]

When she misses you [she's hurting inside]

When you break her heart [the pain never really goes away]

When she says its over [she still wants you to be hers]

-Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.

-When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

-When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you:

-Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

-Tease her and let her tease you back.

-Stay up all night with her when she's sick

-Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

-Give her the world.

-Let her wear your clothes.

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

-Let her know she's important.

-Kiss her in the pouring rain.

-When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

i just checked in a wedding couple.

din get to see them in person though,

cuz it was their 'sisters' who came to help them check-in.

and all of a sudden,

i had this overwhelming feeling to get married also.

i dunno why,

but it just feel sort of like blissful to be able to be with the one you love?

and theres so many people being happy and busy for you on that particular day.

do not know what is going to happen in the future
but at least on that day, you are really very happy.
which i have been looking forward to all the time!
it takes alot to go through,
but i dun mind.
as long as i'll be able to get my xinfu.

Happy birthday mama!

you're old!

why wont those guys ever learn?

i will just wait for that one day,

when you really regret what you had done

and start to treasure ur family.

just hope everything is not too late.

am experiencing

those heart wrenching pain again.

sobs sobs.

i need love...

=.(

my off day today.

was supposed to go have my fringe cut and my nails done at

de'vella salon which is at chinese garden.!

but you know..

i lived in serangoon, and the journey is far too far lah.

so wo li bu cong xin.

in the end,

i stayed at home, surfing the net the whole day,

until i think my eyeballs are going to pop out.

i was reading my brother's blog.

i knew about his incident tt day,

but i din know that he was still so unrepentable.

which made my blood boil.

that 1st day at the wake,

i saw my mum weep for the first time,

when we were inside burning the joss paper for ahgong.

partly was because of ahgong's death,

partly was bacause of my bro's incident ba.

i knew she was very upset.

and i hate him for being so defiant.

when will he ever learn?

till he's sent to the boys home?

sobs.

maybe this is also the reason,

why i had my reasons for not wanting to give birth when im married.

(i know this is still early to say lah).

but ive seen too much worries and anxieties

of bringing up a child.

i stepped back.

as for the rest and the future,

i will leave it...

i received the sms on thursday.

everything was so confused.

then i broke down and cried,

cuz i din expect that it would be so fast.

he was well when in the hospital,

i still bought him kopi-o.

then he was brought home

for i dunno what reason ( i assume he was better).

then he suddenly passed away on thursday afternoon.

sobs.

yesterday was the funeral procession.

we were all so sad,

plus all the stupid sad music.

make everybody cry and cry.

then the cremation part.

sobs sobs.

)=

sigh,

bye bye ah gong.

oh!

i just realised ,

WHERE'S ALL MY ARCHIVES?

ALL GONE?

SHIT.

another shit thing happened.

what a day..

should i or should i not believe?

)=

the weather today is so hot,

even if i just come out from bathing,

my whole body still feels sweaty.

and after my makeup,

my whole face & hair feels like shit.

totally like what im feeling these few days.

sobs.

and its all because of him.

i dun like!

Buy me more nipples tapes, anyone?

oh yes!

yesterday did waxing!

after so much hesitation and waiting.

but yesterday was not planned.

i was working halfway,

then belinda called and asked me if i want to be model for waxing training.

thou was abit scary,

but since FOC then why not?!

initially was waxing for leg, underarms and bikini line.

they were examining my leg and then said i got no leg hair.

i have lo, just that very fine so cannot really see.

so no leg waxing for me in the end.

next was the underarms.

the hair was too short cuz i just shaved in the morning,

so cannot wax as well.

oh well. i blamed myself for shaving.

so in the end,

i only did the bikini line waxing.

hmm, pain but tolerable.

pain when applying the hot wax,

not so much when they are removing the hair.

but one side is not so clean lo,

cuz they are still training.

lol.

next time must grow more hair for them to wax!

so long since i blog.

im so busy lo, working then so tired.

sobs sobs.

yesterday out with jing.

first time after so long i felt so relaxed.

really relaxed.

dun need to worry abt work or anything.

and i can pour all my woes & worries out to her.

so good.

and then we can both worry abt whats coming into our lives.

you know,

we were at indulge having our dinner.

had 2drinks each and the bill came out to $160plus.

omg! luckily i got the 50% discount.

if not i think i sure kena condemned by the indulge ppl like fuck.

LOL.

pic of the day!

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Princess Cut Diamond!

That doesn't mean you're a princess though. Far from it :-)You're modern, sleek, and more than a little bold at times.You prefer that your old fashioned ring fit into your modern life.A streamlined princess cut ring is like a work of architecture and 100% perfect for you.

What's" Your Dream Engagement Ring?

Edwin, this is for you to see =D

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

http://www.blogthings.com/insidetheroomofyoursoulquiz/">Inside the Room of Your Soul

sobs sobs.

i just visited the dentist.

and now then i know all those nasty tales abt them is true.

he is so fierce okay!

my first time to the dentist after primary school.

(teeheehee)

and then i met this fierce dentist.

)=

he says ive got decayed teeth

(OF CUZ LAH. how many yrs i nv go dentist alr)

but i scared! i nv extract my teeth before!

pain anot!

hurry let me get my pay so i go see dentist again!

whee whee.

maybe i'll go for another dentist.

this one is too fierce.

Has it got anything to do with becoming full-time in this hotel?

no. ive always been like this ever since i dunno when.

when i realised i couldnt get happy anymore,

when i couldnt get satisfied no matter what,

when my demands become so high that sometimes it has become ridiculous & unreasonable.

i also dunno what's wrong with me. ( i dun mean sex okay)

i just keep thinking,

so much that i think im going to keesiao already.

i think abt this, i think abt that,

i think abt everything that i can think of!

then he say the problem is i think too much,

but also not i want one lo!

i also v xinku okay!

on sat nights, i would think abt working for the whole day on sun,

then i become depressed and upset. and then i'll start to think bad again.

on days when i couldnt felt any love,

i think wild again.

is he out enjoying with other ppl so much that he has forgotten abt me?

am i still being treated as his gf?

i admit my demands become more & more as time goes by,

but i cant help it lo.

i just keep thinking that the love he has for me has decreased.

maybe not as much as before lah, i also dunno.

or maybe is we become too 'xi guan' with each other already.

IS IT?

last time we used to talk & laugh & smile.

he used to teach me cantonese over the phone.

'we used' alot of things.

then now like everything died down.

everyone's busy with their own.

maybe thats why i feel so neglected lah.

hehe. anyway, lucky that he did not choose to go over to raffles hotel.

if not, lagi worse.

he will only sleep & work, sleep & work.

hehehe.

life is so boring.

omg lah.

i saw one watch, nice okay.

whee whee.

i like and im going to buy.

i dun care.

it costs $239.

but everyone should invest in a good watch lah, instead of what invests in a good mascara? (jing will know (= )

and from now on, i will save to buy myself lots of watches, many many designs & many many patterns. hehehe. so exciting!

nabei lah.

one stupid guest comes in now and say he wants a massage.

hello? we closes at 8pm okay?

and our massage is usually 60mins.

now therapist is still engaged lah.

nabei!

another death to blog abt.

my atm lecturer, mr kenneth tham.

died on Aug 13.

collapsed in school, and pass away before the ambulance could reach.

wads wrong with all the lives nowadays!

oh my.

all these deaths - doesnt really teach me how to treasure life more.

instead, i only see the dark side, which made me even more have no meaning in life.

sobs.

bye

i dunno why but i keep having nightmares when i sleep.

my nightmares is not those got ghost or vampires running after u that type lo.

its the type that which i fear most in my life.

like losing someone precious or someone special ignoring me, and finding me a bother.

and its very scary okay!

disturb me sleeping, walao!

then i found out, everytime when im not working the next day,

i dun really get those dreams, or maybe ive already forgotten them when i wake up.

its the 'going-to-work-again' that is making me miserable.

can i get the hotel to compensate me? hee

i just got the news today that i'll be transfered to the spa for one month to help out.

walao, what the fuck lo.

even though i can get to learn new things lah,

but it makes me feel like im like a unwanted ball,

being kicked around here and there.

and i really hate to be a receptionist at the spa okay!

i hate the spa! nabei.

do i have a choice?

the other day i was out shopping with yan.

when we were having dinner,

walao! theres still really cute boy sitting alone at Pepper Lunch.

doesnt look local, but cant really say where he is from.

he started to talk and shout to everyone near him.

and then when we were finishing our dinner,

i started to make ugly faces at him.

hahaha, and he make ugly faces at me lo!

when we got tired of each other,

he started to imitate peiyan.

whatever she did, he did.

like twirling the hair, some girly stuffs.

walao eh, hes damn cute lo!

let me show you this cute lil boy, (i call him the pepper lunch boy)

whose father is a music player in the underground, i think!

cute right!

nex time my kid must also be this cute.

my guideline for grooming my kid!

hehhehheh.

you know that national day,

i realised sth.

its so lonely to have the good things all to yourself.

i was watching the fireworks in #926 alone.

irene even though was in the hotel, but not able to join me.

then i stood at the window, watching the fireworks by myself.

SO LONELY!

lucky naren n madave came in,

and then i felt abit better.

hehhehs.

so, dear all!

please dun be selfish and keep all the good things to yourself!

SHARE!

Deepest condolences to

Shaik, our concierge member.

he passed away on 10th Aug.

walan eh, the news came as a shock to me ok?

e briefing was halfway thru, and i came in, holding on to mary's bday cake,

and the rest told me abt the news.

so sad lah.

he's not a bad guy okay.

he was the one who gave me my xmas present last yr when we were having gift exchange in the hotel, and often we met at the bus-stop, and he would ask me to take the same bus home with him (since we both took 147).

now also cannot already.

sigh, it was so sudden lah.

he fell in the toilet while bathing,

knocked his head against sth and went into a coma.

and then pass away.

life is so unpredictable lo.

okok, you rest in peace okay.

i hope to see u soon. (when i died)

hello, happy birthday Singapore!

you're so old.

im at work now lo, on national day.

sibei sian.

but at least i got to catch the fireworks

in #926 all by myself.

and then naren n madave came n join me.

whee whee.

okok, now i gtg to close my cashier.

i got alot to update ah!

pls keep coming back to read.

hehehe.

blah blah blah...

today is my 1st day at club.

and im in 6-2 shift. *faints*

everything looks the same still.

the first in, first out is still there.

maybe only the seats lah.

it has changed colour.

aiya, i miss them leh.

ah chow, ah teo, ah toh and ah lee.

when i was arranging the cheese board,

i thought of toh.

her hands always smell after she cut the cheese.

when i was arranging the liquors and wine,

i thought of lee.

the only one day when only got the 2 of us working.

okay, for chow & teo,

nth much reminds me of them!

its actually the club that reminds me of them lah!

boohoos.

those times....

erhem, something to annouce.

im going up club 1st august!

and its like FINALLY.

really finally.

but i scared sia.

the uniform make ppl look so fat.

somemore u know my face is so round,

if i wear the uniform together with the bowtie ah,

OMG. sure like humpty dumpty one.

i will take a picture.

i wonder how can irene & kylie tahan.

hehehe.

misses.

and joanne and jess.

sighs

the past few days was so down!

i really feel so depressed and upset,

so much that i totally have no mood for anything.

and then tears flow out again.

all i can say is,

im hoping for a better tomorrow, a better future.

)=

Why my song never come out?

Is there any songs playing in the background?

its been sooo long that i really really

sob hard into his arms.

long as in sob hard and crying out loud/.

into his arms, thats the 1st time i think.

i miss my times,

when i was happy & stressed-free

i dunno what ive eaten.

i been farting for the past few minutes.

and it smells.

lucky there's no one aound me.

as usual, i feel alone at home. (even tho theres ppl in my house)

sighs.

i feel so lonely, so lonely that i want to cry.

sobs

have you ever feel that

life is such a bore?

that everyday is just repeating itself?

even tho the ppl we meet are different,

the things we do are almost different.

im so bored of life leh, seriously.

and when i mention things like death,

sian of life, i kena slapped in the face.

what is THIS?

im lazy to update ppl abt my life, (anyway theres no updates, EVERYDAY IS THE SAME)

everyday,

we just go work, get scoldings for doing the wrong things, for doing things so slowly, or for nothing, we get scolded by people we dunno, especially indians.

fuck off!

or issit im just too slow & stupid?

i worked to serve you, show me some respect at least!

i dun owe you a living.

after work,

we go home. sometimes (almost most of the time) to a empty home.

even if there's ppl inside, it feels like there is none.

there goes my one day. i sleep and its the next morning.

is this the ordinary life that ive always wanted in the past?

OR WHAT?

happy times always end in a blink of eye.

sufferings are always a stretch long.

and my life feels like that exactly.

im tired.

i tot only such things will happen in dramas.

like the girl getting drunk and start to sob and cry,

then the guy who admires her, protects and consoles her.

and things went out of hand,

the guy pin the girl down on the floor,

gave her a few tight slaps and hurled abuses at her,

hoping to wake her up from the neverending hurtful dreams or reality.

the girl ran, dashing across the road without looking at any vehicles,

and then another one start to chase after her.

Sighs, tell me its all just a drama.

i shouldnt have cared so much, since its not my problem,

but i dun understand why im so affected also.

perhaps, its because..

she's my friend.

i know im not like this in the past.

or after that incident.

nobody can see me cry so easily,

or tears can easily roll down,

like tap water.

im hard-hearted to some who know me,

im a man, i dun cry.

hehehe, ive changed!

and i feel so much lighter and happier

that im able to let out my feelings.

right now, i just want to

WUAHAHAHA.

cheers!

eh i got so many things to blog about lo.

when ive got no internet at home, and ive got nothing to do,

or when something bad happen, i feel like blogging.

But when im blogging now, all the things that i wanted to blog,

suddenly went blank.

sighs, my memory getting very bad nowadays.

really..

let me start from the most recent ones...

picnic yesterday with deardear!

though abit nth to do and hot,

hahaha, but first time we have healthy activities.

hehhehs. plus cycling.

next time okay, next time when there's lesser people in ecp,

we go blading. whee whee.

i took pictures and am planning to do a collage of my picnic day!

erm, when i have the time lah.

today is the 1st of July,

which is the 1st day of the GST increase.

So many damn kiasu ppl, shop shop and shop b4 it went up.

But the changes also not very high right.

aiya, i also dunno lah.

all i know is i bought my facial stuffs for over 50bucks,

and maybe if i buy after 1st of July, it will be 60+dollars, ISSIT?

hehehehe.

i love my deardear!

went shopping with serene on friday.

and i acc her thru midnight,

and im the first to wish her happy birthday!

hehe. so proud uh.

wah, that few hours is torture man!

feet pain. heavy bags!

lovely serene bought me my hair straightener for my bday!

whee whee.

and she bought a guess watch

costing $200plus.

JUST BUY LIKE THAT.

then my $100+ guess watch, i need to think for so long.

hahah, u see, thats the difference.

anyway, we both saw a brown bag with egyptian printings on it.

wanted to buy so much lo!

but only left one.

so serene bought it.

we went to the shop next to it and i bought a bag.

the salesperson hor.

walao. talk bad abt the previous salesperson.

i shall not elaborate further.

u can ask me if u want. ahhaha.

okay, anyway the main point of this entry is:

IM GOING TO BLACKLIST SECURITY SWEE SOON.

i bought my bag with me on the 1st day,

and during dinner, an duper oily roast pork drop inside.

WHAT THE FUCK?

hahaha.

but this is not the main thing.

2nd day, i brought it to work.

and upon signing out,

SWEE SOON checking my bag, accidentally left a pen mark on it.

I AM NOT GOING TO TALK TO HIM.

BLACKLISTED!

HMPH!

happy birthday

loh2!

and happy belated birthday

serene!

at least im the one to acc u thru midnight!

hehhehs.

few days ago,

i was thinking of him.

i dunno why.

perhaps it was a rocky period between us,

or is it because i saw him,

not once but twice, quietly.

argh. i hate this kind of feeling.

and there's no one whom i can talk to.

the girls are busy with their own stuffs.

and the rest?

no - they wun understand.

its not that they dun understand lah,

its just that when that thing happened,

they were not around.

sighs.

things are back to normal now.

i hope so.

would you hate me for the past?

would you hate me for what ive chose?

just like in those sms that you sent me,

do you still think like that?

sorry.

i nv thought such a simple post,

could result in disasters.

im sorry.

next time tell me in advance okay.!

if lets say,

i were to die this month ah,

will the hotel still pay me my salary?

they must leh,

cuz ive got alot of OT last month.

(=

my first visit to MOS was given to:
Ms chow kylie
Ms teo irene
Mr harry
Mr bearbear
Mr ahyap
Mr low edwin.

and i din have fun!
in fact im so angry lo!
hmph. but i'll rather not talk about it here.
some private affairs. nahs~

all i rem was,
i looked back with my innocent lil big eyes
saying I DUN WAN TO GO HOME!
and nobody helps to pull me back.
sighs my friends~
hahaha.

ms chow, rem what u promised me.
erhem, is not appropriate to say out here.
wuahaha.
DATE ME~!

hello. in case some are wondering.

IM STILL ALIVE.

my account is still activated.

its just that my laptop was stolen!

by my sis.

wueheheheheh.

im such a kind angel to lend her my laptop,

and she dun intend to return me.

WHOO~

okayokay, some updates..

just had my graduation last week.

oh my oh my.

1st oh my - weather is so damn bloody hot okay!

2nd oh my - my poly life has ended, which means? there goes my life being a student, and enjoying all those students offers. piangz!

hai, i miss being a student, attending lectures & tutorials, and doing homework!

i miss sitting in a classroom, listening to the tutors and falling asleep.

BOOHOOHOO. MAMA, HELP ME.!

lazy to upload the pics here.

have uploaded some in friendster, about the same tho.

just some pretty faces lah. hehe.

I MISS SCHOOL.

I MISS TB28

I MISS AMILY

I MISS SY TAN

I MISS JING

I MISS LOH2

I MISS TB55

I MISS SUPERMAN ISK

I MISS BCUP KIANKIAN

I MISS PRETTY FEL

I MISS HONEY YAN2

I MISS LOUD ZILING

would someone so kind to hurry plan chalet before the guys go army pleaseee.

(=