its lonely again.

for papa and me.

mum went to m'sia again.

to acc my grandma to attend funeral.

and i was in afternoon shift these few days.

papa is so lonely

that he would call and chat with me.

which is good. (=

he was calling me when i went up

to a guest room and he sound so agitated

when i told him i was in the guest room.

lol. and he warned me not to misbehave. lol!

ohwells.

genting in dec.

beijing in jan.

bkk in feb.

do i have tt much money?

lol. but i badly want to go.

no time no leave no money.

nvm, we will see.

ehhh. how come the good and happy people

always end up wiith so much problems.

whenever i see her or imagine the way she is now,

i jus feel so sorry.

and when i think of how he is trying

to be happy,

i feel so helpless.

i pray and hope

everybody around me

will be happy and healthy.