oh my oh my
yest was good, but terrible as well.
hahaha.
good because everyone was high
or issit just me n kylie self-high?
hahaha.
terrible because of those beers!
drank too much.
but anyway,
once in awhile,
getting high feels good
and relaxing.
kylie, there will be more next time okay!
maybe farewell for me!

then i realised me n ahli forgt to take picture.
i tot we said we wanted to take?
how come nv ar?

.

i feel so bored.

i mean really bored.

festive season is here.

and i dun wanna spend it

alone or sleeping.

thats the problem with no bf,

but then agn,

i think i dun need one.

cuz boys or guys or whatever

are just some pile of shits.

they dun understand you,

they abuse their power,

and they expect us to respect them.

PLS GET LOST.

sigh.

hellooo!

eh walao!
is my thailand trip still on?

i just gt a bad news.

my santa claus's reindeer is punctured!

lol.

here i am,

waiting patiently in the office

for him.

today's a wet xmas.

to everyone who will be going outdoors tonight,

good luck! haha. and have fun!

was supposed to go blading jus now,

but we ended up sleeping in mac.

all because of the rain.

HOW TO BLADE?

i think its because kiankian or wa or dino

nv bathe.

hahahaha.

merry merry xmas everybody!

buah~

nobody believe i actually woke up at 7am

and go for a morn jog at MacRitchie.

i really did... hahhaa.

and im going blading with kian n an they all later!

healthy lifestyle today!

someone pls cont to motivate me!

(=

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tml's xmas eve.

but i aint feeling abit excited at all.

i also dunno why.

just feel that its just another day.

buah~

no xmas list this yr,

not in the mood for anything also.

but i want to eat nice pipping hot turkey leh.

was supposed to go for morning job today

but my partner was still sleeping!

and when she woke up,

im sleeping.

maybe later lah,

evening jog at McRitchie.

see how first.

sian also.

i spent my one whole day packing my room

and dump alot of clothes.

i desperately need to buy new clothes.

boohoo.

i want money.

omg. after departing with kian and isk,

from plaza sing, i walked all the way to bugis.

i passed by

the cathay,

the rendezvous hotel,

plaza by the park,

smu,

carlton hotel,

allson hotel,

bugis junction,

bugis village

and then finally my bus stop.

actually in between theres my bus stop

where i can take my bus,

but i dunno why i just keep walking on & on.

perhaps im just waiting for someone to call.

saw a couple quarelling

and the girl just walked off.

it took some time for the guy to

stand up and chased after her.

chased = walk, not run

and when they met at the bus stop,

he just took sth from the girl

and walked off.

it sets me thinking,

about the past,

when we were just like them.

things turned a teeny weeny slighty ugly today.

but, ohwells.

i guess its due to miscommunications.

which i cant blame anyone but me?

everyone gt so hot tempered

while waiting,

in the end,

no gifts were exchanged.

i think

baby jon has changed.

or perhaps its just that i do not really understand him.

he seems so different from the first time i got to know him.

has he caught my virus?

i cant help thinking that

we had somehow swopped.

ive been feeling much happier

nowadays.

and he's been feeling rather low these few weeks.

ormitorhu ormitorhu

all the bad stuffs go away okay?

i think

i always have this habit of

procastinating whenever

it comes to making decisions.

and today

i think its true.

sigh.

regardless of this or that,

(yes i do mean sth in mind)

i think i would not be able

to give an ans straightaway.

then i procastinate again,

hoping someone or something

would help me.

u know theres one kind of ppl

on earth,

when you see them,

you go EEEEeeesss.

and you feel like burping

and putting our asses in front of their faces

and give a loud and long and smelly

poooottt!

i wanted to blog so much about

how i miss you

and how much i want to see you.

but ive no idea how to

write everything out.

so i'll just leave it as it is.

maybe he's right.

we feel attached because

we are together.

and it may just be a crush.

maybe after this,

we wun even contact anymore.

i was wondering,

will we still be as close

like this

in future?

i think my friend has changed.

i nv see him blush before.

i nv see him cover his face with his hands before.

i nv see him like someone like tt before.

i nv thought he would like the 'brand' bossini!

KIAN KIAN, NI BIAN LE.

in this cold weather,

how i wish theres

one who can hold me tight

and let me cuddle up

warm in his arms.

are u there?

buah~

went to try my santarina outfit today.

so fun.

tried 2 designs.

one with long sleeves and

one machiam tube dress.

hahaha.

i got the one with the long sleeves.

me and jonathan were out from 4plus to about 7.

poor joanne had to relief me.

thanks ar! muacks.

i will be on leave from 22-25th.

and 29-31st.

ask me out!

ive got no plans for

xmas eve and new yr eve!

irene n kylie going countdown without me.

boohoo./

and baby jon has got his own parties.

and my friends din ask me out.

gosh. poor me.

im friend-less.

)=

is having bigger thighs

and

bigger tummy

part of growing up?

(=

i hate it

i hate it

i hate it.

its so irritating.

why do u have to call me

and ask me whether i received ur sms?

i dun feel like replying you can?

i dun feel like talking can?

its really none of ur business whether

i want to reply ur sms anot.

and stop telling me about what

you had or did in the past,

which is none of my business.

i totally gt no interest lo

SORRY!

i can do without your opinions and all.

omg omg omg.

everybody is getting on my nerves.

the one i want dun care

the ones who care are not the ones.

oh fuck man!

im so dead tired
i wish i could slp for
one whole week straight
peacefully.

whee whee
papa is coming back tonight.
haven seen him for weeks!
miss him a bit!
lol.

front office xmas party.
erm, alright lah.
food is okay,
presents are okay.
pictures taken are okay.
everything is okay.
just wished that theres nicer food,
better presents and more ppl.
hehhehs.

tada! my art piece:




and some rubbish pics:




as you can see, we are all dying to get married.

we love taking pictures in the toilets.

me and the vava-voom! jasmine.

at this hr of the day,

instead of sleeping.

im waiting for kian to drive me for supper.

(= lol.

work was relaxing today.

went chander road with liz and mary

and had some indian food

during work ok! lol.

had a lesson of the fortune cats with a guest.

he wanted me to translate the history of fortune cats

and the various types of cats for him.

lol.

suddenly i became a translator overnight.

fun leh.

summore i get to learn abt the fortune cats.

which actually im nt really interested in anyway.

haha.

xmas party on sat.

i wan pictures with everyone!

joanne, kylie,irene, nora, shai, all gsms, naren, mas,

and not forgetting my dear partner, jonathan!

i'll force u to take at least one nice pic with me!

i mean NICE. (=

quiet night at work.

till i even got the time to blog.

(=

just took an online test.

The Results:

You are between being a romantic and a realist. You know where to draw the line between emotions and good judgement and you can also be romantic enough when needed.
Your head may be in the clouds at times, but your feet are firmly on the ground.

i think its quite true.

even though i totally got no interests

in sexual activities,

sometimes i still

feel good being intimate with one

i love. (=

i think sex is a dirty thing.

imagine putting ur mouth into

something that pees.

im totally turned off.

lol.
for your info,
everyone listed below are all old men.
not young hunky Caucasians okay!

the oldest is 58 alr!
and mark is the youngest!
he is 38. (= and hunky.

pretty hectic and exciting day for me!
just yesterday i received a gift from one of my favourite guest
and im the last one to receive the gift okay!
kylie got it 1st, then ann, irene , tian then im the last! haiya, i miss orchid club sia.
okay anyway, today me, kylie and lovable ann went to chinatown to buy bagua for all of them. hope they wont argue over who want pork and who want chicken. hehheh.
just passed the bagua to him and he politely gave me two pecks on the cheeks.
omg! his moustache! lol.! so itchy!

its always sad to see guests leaving,
especially if the bond is build up during his stay here.

Ray is leaving on 15/12.
Trevor is leaving on 15/12.
Mark is leaving on 19/12.
Keith is leaving on 23/12.
David is leaving on 31/12.

mark is happily married, so is david.
hehheh. i checked on their profile!
keith is my favourite,
and mark! because he is so damn handsome!
aiya, actually all of them are my favourites lah.
i love them okay?!
at least they are the ones who make me
look forward to work.

sigh. and they are leaving soon.
well, so am i.

at least i can say,
i make friends, both colleagues and guests.
which i am proud of.
(=

i hate it when ppl spell my name wrongly.

i feel so lagged behind.

but im not sure how to tell u.

and i dun wanna say out also.

see-ing all my friends happily

attached,

i want a bf also!

but i know this is only

a temporary illusion

i have.

it will be gone soon.

hopefully.

smashed

when i know they were together

i just feel so happy.

when i saw their pics,

i feel so glad

that they look blessed.

a hunk with a babe.

i dunno why i had

this happiness within.

but i realised.

when i see all my friends happily attached

i feel happy also.

but when it comes to myself,

i still think i had to rely on myself.

(=

its lonely again.

for papa and me.

mum went to m'sia again.

to acc my grandma to attend funeral.

and i was in afternoon shift these few days.

papa is so lonely

that he would call and chat with me.

which is good. (=

he was calling me when i went up

to a guest room and he sound so agitated

when i told him i was in the guest room.

lol. and he warned me not to misbehave. lol!

ohwells.

genting in dec.

beijing in jan.

bkk in feb.

do i have tt much money?

lol. but i badly want to go.

no time no leave no money.

nvm, we will see.

ehhh. how come the good and happy people

always end up wiith so much problems.

whenever i see her or imagine the way she is now,

i jus feel so sorry.

and when i think of how he is trying

to be happy,

i feel so helpless.

i pray and hope

everybody around me

will be happy and healthy.

went blading today

after so long.

with kian, an, russell and jianhong (issit?).

lol. russell reminds me of the book call

the true spore ghost stories.

hahha. anyway,

its fun blading with them lah.

even though i was sort of a burden to them.

heheh.

but actually they can ignore me and blade on their own

i will scream for help if i fall one. dun worry. (=

learnt t-brake.

din really managed to catch the momentum and feel yet.

but i will try hard.

i wanna have fun with you all!

i think i wan a pair of blades.

hehheh.

after my bkk trip, i'll save up.

watch happy feet after tt.

it wasnt as nice as it sounds okay!

the penguins are so irritating & annoying.

but i quite like the storyline.

SAVE THE PENGUINS!

STOP FISHING!

lol.

i was thinking ar

if fishes were meant for penguins,

then who is going to save the fishes?

wat if the fishes rebel one day,

just like the penguins?

ohwells.

i think i think too much.

went ecp again with my cousin.

bladed for abt 1hr or so.

hmmm, i want to blade to lose weight.

kian! wa! help me!

wa, i want to be as skinny as u!

im so tired, im going to slp soon.

nobody's at home!!

sighs, im bored.

i feel so pathetic now.

no one's at home.

dad's slping.

mum and bro went genting and will only be back on sun.

which means that i'll be alone with dad.

but sad to say,

this two days im on afternoon shift

which means again that i wun be seeing my dad!

when i wake up, he's at work alr.

and when im back home, he's slping.

sigh.

nobody's child for these 2days.

i cant imagine.

wads worse is that i just came back

and i drank my mama's soup alone in the living room

watching a thai horror show.

boohoo.

i hope they have fun in genting though.

i am finally back

and breathing!

these few days so busy!

reports and work is so busy!

short handed lo!

but i had fun,

seeing the guests happy.

i am also happy!

wuahaha. do u know!

2 guests kiss me on my hand today!

hehe.

so shy.

and my cold kitchen chef.

he finally start to talk.

and i am so glad

for goodness sake.

hehheehe.

aiya anyway, although things are happy on the surface.

theres still some sad things going on.

which i think i will leave it

to the nature.

because right now, i just want to enjoy my short-term happiness!

(and i feel so selfish saying this)

nex week im going reception already!

my stress will start coming in.

so i will have no time to blog liao!

i am so looking forward

to the xmas party

and wondering what gift i'll be getting

and from who.

wuahhaha.

bye darlings.