today was a bad day.

not at work

though i sort of gt scolded by an outsider who called in, for being slow.

ohwells. neber mind.

work was alright.

managed to really ans calls and feel like a operator. haha

tml shall be a better day, i hope so. 7-3. omg.

anywayy, the bad thing was that he couldnt reached me.

and when he arrived, i was gone, without him.

my phone died on me in the evening! and i was uncontactable.

thought that he would nt have come since he cant reach me

but oh man, i feel so super guilty and bad now.

his journey to gpp was like ~whoo. its veryy far.

and i din know he actually went to check up on the way to gpp from his place.

u wouldnt know how guilty i felt. u really wouldnt.

and i think this morn din turn out well as well.

its not how i wanted it to turn out to be

but my temper and my attitude

i know he wont be able to take it.

i admit im playful in this part.

im not able to commit.

i go for the thrill.

i dun wish to lie to him either.

he said he doesnt like to be lied.

and i dun wanna be like another one.

tell me what i shud do.

tell me what u wan me to do.

sorry, i guess, is the only word i can say.

those 3 simple words, i guess i'll just keep them inside me.