Saturday, September 30, 2006

woke up with a stomachache.
this isnt the 1st time already.
had always been like this for the past few days.
WADS WRONG?

wasnt feeling very good for past few days.
and i dunno why!

anyway, stupid jon said he discovered my true colours.
whiny, narcissist, and i forgot what. )=
JON! YOU DUN UNDERSTAND!
but i shall forgive you on the account that
you share the same name with JONATHAN LEONG.
hehheh.

was supposed to relief business centre yest for 1hr ALONE.
and i need to pick up all the skills within 1hr.
im like wad the hell.?
these kind of stuffs need to be experienced over time
not like memorise everything within 1hr then okay.
ohwells.
and they said i had this tense look on my face.
you try and see if u will be tense anot?
and any mistakes made.
will be borne by me.
so who's at fault now?

stupid mr ranjit say i look big-sized
in my civil clothes.
im jus tall lo.
not big-sized.
and i got nutrition.
maybe not at my chest area though.
ahhaha. but i dun care.

got to get ready for work.
and its raining like fuck now.
pls, the rain god or whoever is in charge
stop the rain at 130 okay?
i love you.

Friday, September 29, 2006

whee whee
went town with jing.
i bought a top from Mu
its a cool top ok!
and i saw one cool black tube dress
and its absolutely coooollll.
gosh.
but its too long!
and its 73.90.
i'll buy if its short.
i loveee.
)=

im goin for a haircut on wed!
i wanted to do so much things
but im scared.
sigh.
what the hell.

Thursday, September 28, 2006

am helping my sis with her wedding preparations
foresee that things will be goin to change
ohwells.
hope that it would be for the better.

been feeling irritated with myself.
pimples are popping out.
and my skin is getting drier due to
the air con EVERYDAY.
and ive been lazy to bathe everytime
when i came back from work.
AND ive been eating n eating.
like there's no tml.
i wonder what the hell got into me.
so irritating.

fel n yan! pls make urselves free nex mth ok?
i wanna go brazillll.
he's online.
but we din talk.
)=

i felt so upset.
wanted to find someone
who can acc me to eat supper
but realised
theres nobody.
which is quite a sad thing
i believe.

passed my notes to jing today.
wanted to give a teddy hug
but she reject
i understand.
cuz will burst out.
sighs
hope everything will
go smoothly for her.
same to
sy n yx.
are they still alive?!!!

haven really gt the time
to meet up with friends.
everybody's been busy with
this n that.
will we drift?

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

wondering what have u been doing
during the holidays.
no news of you
no update of you

the last sms was on the 15th
asking for my results.
hope ure doin okay.

its always sad to see how distant we have become
whether its jus us or others
aft it, its always strangers between us.

i think.
even though friends are not forever
at least they are longer and firmer than bfs/gfs.
one incident can just shake everything off
from someone who can be so close to you
to somewho who suddenly become so strange to you
overnight.
the worst thing is
you dun even know what happened at all
and ure just shook off from the island.
nv knew it would be more
bored to come online.

here i am
chatting with abang isk.
nobody's online.
he say he wanna become a
human emotions doc i think.
sth like tt i also not sure.
i think he dreams too much.
hahha.

spore idol was a disappointment.
it has sort of become a trend.
anyway, i think jon sang well that night.
he's good.
ohwells.
i still wanna be called mrs leong.
its just a coincidence that he's a leong too/
(=

Monday, September 25, 2006

the third stage
will it get any better?


i think
the others are not interested
in my telepark
nasi ayam
anymore
)=

i wan nasi lemak
findings nex time!
today at work was weird.
tons of ppl called from dunno where
and ask me some rubbish questions.

and there was this stupid fellow.
she asked me for the email add. of this particular staff.
it was not in the system so i told her
i do not have it and wanted to transfer her to that particular staff.
this is what she said:
wad designation are u? i tot ure supposed to be equipped with all these types of information?
i want to speak to ur manager.
fuck you lah. the staff nv update her email add is my fault ar?
cheebye.
ohwells.

the stay yest was relaxing.
i was alone in the room!
which was good.
tried on the bathrobe
but feel like drowning in it.
hehheh.
listen to fm on teevee.
till i fell asleep.
and i played in the bathtub
in the morn when i was bathing!
RELAXING!

my colleague said i snored.
i didnt.!
i just have heavy breathing
cuz of aircon!
and everybody were laughing at me
cuz i snored.
wuahaha.
but i dun care.
(=
the messier one belongs to mine. (=
i forgot to take the bathtub picture. )=

Sunday, September 24, 2006

okay!
my new hobby.
beside burping.
i wanna fart
infront of my friends.

[=
jus had free kfc.
hehheh.
with kian/.
cool
2 zingers.1 large coleslaw.1 large whipped potato.1 large pepsi.1 small popcorn chicken.
plus tons of chilli sauce.
wuahua.

and so we sat at one place machiam parade sq
and starting munching.
wuhuaua.
i love.
meanwhile we chatted.
abt all sorts/
he seems quiet.
maybe he's shy.
GOSH!

tiantianyeye after tt.
and he realised his 50bucks earphones is spoil.
oh gosh. hahah.
hurry go dig up ur receipt AHBOY!
[=

OKAY! TML IM GOIN TO STAY IN THE HOTEL!
at last my wish of staying in a local hotel has come true.
hehheh.
will be working till 11 tml and starting work at 7 the nex day.
so GSM eliz suggest i stay with her!
which means i'll be sleeping with her!
i hope i dun snore!
hahaha.

another day has passed.
i sat at the interchange today
watching the sky slowly turn from bright to dark.
i dislike that kind of feeling.
]=

Friday, September 22, 2006

these few days just seem not to be the same like before.
i dunno why
sigh.
another boring day again.
i wonder how long will this last.

anywayy, imagine being commented that u look fat by 2 ppl on one day.
okay within one hour.
what the hell.
DO U KNOW?!

had dinner with weihong on wed
i was like DAMN FULL after that?!
we had..
carrot cake.ngoh hiang.bbq stingray.omelette.baby kailan.sugarcane.
i cant even breathe after eating.
and hong suggest drinking pepsi
to help me.
i was like hello????
but anyway, the pepsi did help
me to burp! which was good.
his remedy rocks.

chatted for some time
and realise he was actually quite mature
in his thinking
well he ought to be.
since he almost 21 alr.
like what u said!

after chatting with him
i came to a conclusion

girls can nv understand guys
guys can nv understand girls
as well.
no wonder they say girls n guys are just like
venus n mars.

since we cant understand each other
why do we still want to get together?
we are just lonely.
what the hell.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

sis's wedding pics are out
nice.pretty.gorgeous.

but i wont go to the one they went
if i gt the chance to take.
(=

i was thinking of
shooting one also.
as in bridal one
but without a groom
hehheh.

i think it would be cool
to be a sole bride.
i wannnn.!!

sis's getting married at the age of 20.
and everybody's been asking
that same question.
annoyed.irritated.

the answer is NO
dun be such a kpo.
you sucks.
hehe [=
green tops
season ice lemon tea
earl grey tea
'express' bus
....

i wonder
do u still remember anything?
that was between us?
that had happened?

or was i just some passerby?

u seem so happy now
while im still here
maybe better than the past
but still not any better

did anyone told u im serious?
and this is what i get in the end
because u think im playing along also
how clever.

p/s. is there anyone who can make me cry?

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

i feel so tired n bored that i dun feel like doin anything.

anyway this is what my father sms me this afternoon!

dad: my dear what time you off work

me: haha! you so rubbish! i finish at 3.

dad: you ask mummy want to take supper tonight and call me

me: okay! i tot you wanna fetch me. haha!

dad: i dont no what time im available i will call you

me: haha! no need lah! you go earn money. i go back myself.

dad: i cannot sms anymore my eye blur

he really put double spacing between his words. hahha.
i copied exactly. (=
haha. my father is so cute. and he calls me my dear! hehheh.

lunch today was bad.
2 veggies braised chicken feet n curry chicken!
i dun take chicken feet so im only left with 2 veggies and curry chicken.
SIAN!

tml off! im goin to relax.
DND - do not disturb

Monday, September 18, 2006

i haven forget.
its just that i haven got my answer yet
but i dun wan you to waste time waiting.
if possible
just let it go.
cuz i may not get the answer
maybe for now
maybe forever
im still unsure.
had dinner with the usuals minus fel cuz she was having cramps. (=
are u feeling any better?

the place where we were waiting for an to come back from his shitting, hehheh
we took some pics. its abit dark though. (=


abang and kakkak

the bus kaki-s

look at how big the glass is!
im fascinated tts why i took this picture!

ITS REALLY BIG. PLEASE GO N CHECK IT OUT. (=
AVAILABLE AT ANY FISH N CO i think.
bad day!
kanasai i was suan by a guest today!

he wanted to leave a message for another guest and i happened to be the one taking his msg,
AND AS HIS ACCENT IS DAMN STRONG,
i couldnt really catch wat he's talking abt.
fucker. just want him to slow down and repeat once more
will die issit?!
he said:
i think ure misplaced in the hotel. u shudnt be in operators when u cant understand what i said.

oh bloody hell, if ure so damn impatient, try calling the guest urself then!
here i am trying to do a favour for u, and there u are, showing ur temper at me!
FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF!
u really spoil my day!
ure sucha bloody hell fucker!
i hate u!
go back to ur country!
ARGHHHHH!!
nabei. fuck you!

anyway, this is my uniform

Saturday, September 16, 2006

what if my nipples show?
would you mind?
(=
do you know how much hatred i have for you
whenever you come near me
within 3metres away
i could sense myself tensing up

what u did to me before
i will nv ever forget this whole life
the whole incident
was a trauma

even though it was about 7 years ago
i cant forget how you came to me
and did everything that you did
i kept it to myself
because i din wanna embarrassed you
and myself
and bring shame to my family

now that you're married
pls rem once what you've did to me
cuz i'll nv forget what you did
ure the only one that i'll hate forever
the only one.
and pls
stay away from me
as far as possible

and i shall be thankful for that.
i wan to be gone
I WAN TO BE GONE!
i wan so much to be gone
i really wan

Friday, September 15, 2006

i miss yesterday
i wan suntec fountain
i wan more music
i wan those water come flushing down
with good music
realllyyyy gooooood music!

total relaxing
for tt moment
i felt like re-living
if only
]=

the love u had for her
issit lasting?
or just a moment's folly?
results are out
aint tt good
in fact
this is the worse sem ever

but im not very disappointed
cuz i din really study hard
as in i really din study tt much
so getting this kind of results
im okay with it already

ATM - C
CEM - C+
DT - C+
HPM - B
IB - C+
HELECT - B
WISP - C
ITP - PX

helloooo
this is the 1st time i got so many Cs in my life
sigh
wad the hell have i been doin
playing/ yesh.
i haven been studying
ohwells.

goodbye
as i was on my way home
thoughts running through my mind

just when i want to start penning them down
they all disappear
how i wish sometimes my sadness would disappear like tt too

why do ppl compare?
within family they compare
within friends you compare
within your own expectations you compare
why do ppl like to compare so much?
comparing makes u happy?
ure so living in a superficial world.
do ppl compare in the netherworld?
compare how they died?
compare how rich they were before they died?
if there was the case
i'll rather live on
even though it may be more miserable
as it may seem
comparing is so tiring
physically, mentally
but some ppl just enjoy it so much
and i dunno why
seriously
oh oh
im not goin back to school

i passed my exams
but all rubbish results
haha
and i so badly din wanna stay in the hotel
OHWELLS

meeting fel later for dinner
at gelare
i nv go before!
cuz im not interested in waffles and stuffs.
mama nv cook!
she's owaz so lazy.
hahha
but i still love her

just met my LO after work
she bought me a drink from BK
heh heh
chatted for some time
ermm
abit motivated to work hard !
hope it can last. [=

worked alone today in morn shift!
goodness
ohwells
lucky things go smoothly today
hehehe
ORMITORHU

eh i saw a fox top yest!
i wanted so much to buy!
nvm i shall wait for discount voucher to come
whee whee
and evening dress!
i saw one identical to yx's!
i wannnnn !

sigh i wan money
when's my pay coming in?
when am i goin to be rich?

p/s. i love toasting nuggets and hotdogs!

Thursday, September 14, 2006

i realised we seldom take pics.
we went out alot of times
to alot of places

je ice skating
pasir ris chalet
kallang stadium soccer match
nasi ayam tasting
food republic get-together
ecp blading sessions

all nv take pics!
gosh
and we keep on say we miss each others!
someone pls take some nice pics of us
so that we can have some memories.
when im gone.
[=
they say drinking water is healthy
ive been drinking tons of water everyday
but im still dry
wad the hell

they lied to me
feel like blogging
but dun know what to blog

some random thoughts running through
shall put them in point forms
if u know u know
if u dun den u dun

i miss you even though ure gone
even if i see u, i dunno wad to say to you
so maybe i might as well dun see you
but whenever im out i feel like seeing you
shite

i feel ure so lost
i know what ure experiencing
cuz ive been thru
but i still dunno how to talk you out of it
cuz nobody can
except you
its just no use waiting
i waited
and now?
im still alone
but im happy
jiayou okay?
we're all waiting for u here
no matter how sweet memories are
they will always be memories
and shall be kept in the heart
move on!

those times when we first got to know each other
wanting to skip lectures and go out to play, calling & waiting for jing to come to sch
forever eating banmian in sim
buying same slippers at bazaar
late for tutorials
goin for mac breakfast before morning papers
wads more!
jing is easily affected
am is always so busy and still
sy is always so stressed
yx is forever surrounded with guys
and me?
WAH WO HEN LEI!
and i kinda miss my hunk & babe hairstyle
even though its abit ugly?
just miss.

tb55 chalet
fun
even though after the chalet,
there's some problems
and i dun see the need to it at all
i miss blading from pasir ris to tampines
for breakfast in sweaty tops
and everyone trying to find a good spot to sleep
and i ended sleeping with yanyan
which is good.
cuz she doesnt snoreeee!

sigh
i miss life
i think i got a handsome father.
heheh.

was at kopitiam with his friends and my mama
drinking and smoking as usual
i was bored
then i find him good-looking.
hahha
what the hell

on the way home
he was chanting non stop about being nocturnal
hahah.
and my mama ask me to say orhmitorhu
to shut him up.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006


have they become better? or worse?
ive already cut my nails.

went ecp with kian fel & an on sat.
goody goody.
bladed from ecp to changi safra.
i feel so happy. and relaxed.
another achievement. [=

the rental guy wrote wrong timing for us
and we happily return the blades at 830pm
which was 1hr late. [=
with no fine.
and he promise to help us again nex time.
whee whee.
he's nice.

fell down once
and i cant help laughing
cuz i think my falling actions are funny.

kinda think ecp is becoming my 2nd home.
loves.
oh yesh, and changi beach.
grins.
finally im back.

i feel like my whole body is stretching. im tired like fuck.
but dun wish to sleep cuz i dun wan my day to end just like tt.
goin to crawl up early tml again.
shite

getting results on friday.
i just hope for the 'best'
like what jonathan had said.
ohwells.
giving me a headache.

work's been pretty alright.
made some mistakes though.
what to do.
im still a NOOB.
shall not talk about work anymore!
one more time and im bursting.

had hougang plaza nasi ayam yest with my usual loves.
just so love them. [=
hmmm,
the food critic thinks that the chilli tastes better at luckyplaza.
otherwise, hougangplaza's not bad.
taste quite good though, except that maybe bigger piece of chicken? hahaha
pool and daytona after that.
din played cuz i totally gt no more energy to do them.
drained..
but i think i'll still have abit of energy if we're goin kbox. hahaha. =p

isk! go train for another few more months before challenging kian! i support u okay! my DK abang!
i also wanna learn!
daytona shall be my next hobby. wuaguah!

one more of work and i shall lie in peace.
wanna have fun but no money.
wanna blade.
wanna sing.
wanna get-together.
sighs.
i miss carefree dayss.

Friday, September 08, 2006

ohwells!
ive the name game song!
isk, pls ask me to send u when u see me online okay!
good stuffs must be shared with everybody. im nice. (=

finished work at 3 today. which was good.
e sky is still bright. (=
and within 1 hour, i spent abt 7bucks on food.
all down in my n WAh's stomach!
i think he hates me for forcing him to eat. wuhaa. but i dun care.
my craving for youtiao n hcp was substituted by
cheesy hotdogs, ock squid, cheers tuna & ham sandwiches, strawberry kitkat, hcp, carrot cake n sesame ball!
oh yeah, and ribena. [=

nex up on my off day list
hougang nasi ayam
tampines telepark nasi ayam
okay! i LOVEEE nasi ayam alot alot alot alot. with chilli chilli chilli!
beehoon goreng now makes me sick. heh heh
who wantss~

Thursday, September 07, 2006

today was a bad day.
not at work
though i sort of gt scolded by an outsider who called in, for being slow.
ohwells. neber mind.

work was alright.
managed to really ans calls and feel like a operator. haha
tml shall be a better day, i hope so. 7-3. omg.

anywayy, the bad thing was that he couldnt reached me.
and when he arrived, i was gone, without him.
my phone died on me in the evening! and i was uncontactable.
thought that he would nt have come since he cant reach me
but oh man, i feel so super guilty and bad now.
his journey to gpp was like ~whoo. its veryy far.
and i din know he actually went to check up on the way to gpp from his place.
u wouldnt know how guilty i felt. u really wouldnt.

and i think this morn din turn out well as well.
its not how i wanted it to turn out to be
but my temper and my attitude
i know he wont be able to take it.

i admit im playful in this part.
im not able to commit.
i go for the thrill.
i dun wish to lie to him either.
he said he doesnt like to be lied.
and i dun wanna be like another one.

tell me what i shud do.
tell me what u wan me to do.

sorry, i guess, is the only word i can say.
those 3 simple words, i guess i'll just keep them inside me.
suddenly
just felt like running to my mother and hug her.
like when was young
whenever we were upset or unhappy
we could just run over and cry in her arms.

wanted so much to really breakdown someday
and have a good cry
even if its for nothing.
but crying seems so hard now
and i dunno why.
back from geylang.
went to have youtiao and soya drink. and before that had beehoon goreng.
and now i feel super duper full. i feel like vomitting. but im scared of the feeling. )=

went national stadium for the asian cup. spore vs china.
was fun. seeing all those cheena ppl and sporeans shouting and screaming at each other. abit of riots here and there. so exciting.
sweated alot. all of us! and i think i smelt bad! and worse thing is 5 of us had to finish the 1.5litres cuz we are nt allowed to bring any bottles in. i think they scared that we might use those bottles as weapons. haha. crazy./
but anywayy, spore didnt win, which was a waste of my 2dollars. ohwells, at least i get to see and experience this kinda stuffs, which was quite exciting. (=

anywayy, when i got back, sis was trying out sth new. a type of hot slimming lotion. supposed to make ur body feel v hot. and i mean veryyy hot. she tried. and i think she cant tahan the heat, was screaming all over the place. poor her.
had wanted to try also. but seeing her reaction, i stopped. hahaa.
life is miserable enough, what for make myself even more miserable? sighs.

oh yeah, chicken rice today was not bad. the chilli, oh my god lah. really very hot. but i enjoyed.
ate mine. and an's kangkong and chilli! taste good. bt the chilli really! oh man, what on earth did they put in the chilli? fel and isk were like crying for help halfway during the meal. haha. i wonder if isk is really a malay anot.
oh yah, how come you nv eat the chilli ar? i tot u take spicy food? you, yes i mean you. (=

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

my toe was producing some unknown juice today.
gosh!
for once, i thought my feet was goin to be amputated.
but i did not cry. i just whined.

thanks for the tissues that u provided. its 3-ply. what a waste.

oh yah, the malay restaurant. located in telepark tampines.
shall i bring you there to eat some times?

kbox on sunday was fun. but i din really enjoy. because it was too cold. and i felt full, my voice din come out. i felt that im singing flat, which affected me everytime i had this feeling. )=
im goin to master the 'tian tian ye ye' song with kian. hahaha.
and WAh, you din sound bad. you just have to open up your lungs or diaphragm or whatever. and be more bold. it doesnt matter whether u know the song or anot. with us, u shy what!!
maybe u and me felt the same when we saw them together
its just neither u nor me wanna say it out
the sour taste is there
and they dunno abt it
we just had to keep some stuffs to ourselves
and hopefully
one day,
you and i will sense it and acknowledge it together,
courageously.
finally.
im home.
without having to worry abt tml.

second day at work. everythings scary. was assigned to the operator dept. actually is i choose myself one lah. sat there n observed e whole day till i almost fell asleep. luckily for the dinner break and the 9pm show that keeps me awake. sian.
for the past few days, had been whining and grumbling to the one whos been sending me n fetching me back from work. thanks for being there. and sorry for bringing noise to your ears.

got lost at the 1st day. me and jonathan were like 2 blur sotongs, walking here and there. hahaha. and we had to smile despite we're lost. cant possible expect us to frown in our uniform! we will get sacked. hehehe!
oh yah, uniform was okay. looked smart. and funny in my bow tie. but he thinks i look cute. wuhaha. what the hell. and my heels was spoiled on my 1st day of work. -_-

goin for soccer match tml with the usual. hot hot nasi ayam before that! im so looking forward to that! gosh! my craving for the past few days! whoo~! i hope it'll be nice.
and theres one malay restaurant near tampines interchange. the food is sooo nice! will be goin there to eat maybe next week! whee~!

shite, i just had mcwings meal and a cup corn which costs 2.50. hahaa.
and i think i need the loo now. shite!

Sunday, September 03, 2006

im bored.
i wan kbox.
who wansssss

mobtv makes me feel sick.
haven finish yet.
but i cant carry on anymore.

things were settled yesterday
which is good.
maybe it would be different now
but at least its clarified.
and im glad
that im not a topic of anyone's again.
[=

attachment starting's tml
my new life starts tml as well
instead of whining thru
why not look at it positively
afterall
this is the decision i chose
and i could not blame on anybody
at least that's what papa said.

sigh
im gone.

Saturday, September 02, 2006

goin mad.
felt listless today.
spend my whole day watching the drama series.
and i think my head is spinning.

one more day and im off.
have fun people.

went to send regina and liangze off today.
eh, quite sad. hope they will settle down quickly in china.
goin to miss them. and wanting and amily!
tears.

i feel so constrained.
everything i do, everything i say.
she seems to know.
i just hope that
things among us
will be kept among us
and maybe some of ur closes.

i know shes just concerned.
sorry. i wont cheat you also.


















this is what u get from excessive blading with long nails

it hurts like hell okay! and i went out in a pair of tight fittings heels today.

movie with an. ahaha. both of us din know wat movie we were watching lah! until the title came out. lol. 2 blur cocks! the devil wears prada is nice. although i dunno wad the other 3girls during the start of the movie were for, but overall is nice. think im goin to borrow the book. (=

bk with an before the show, mac with an n kian after show. i feel hungryy. think cuz i nv eat for yest, so must make up! wanted to cook maggie after i came home, but felt abit lazy so forget it!

will be sending regina and lz off tml. felt abit sad. hope i wun cry tml. [=















the difference.
maybe what u said was right.
i shudnt have dragged it and lead him on.
i owaz scolded my friend for leading ppl on, and now im in the same situation.
wad the hell.
forgive me for the mess that ive created.
and ive no idea how to clear it up.
without hurting u that deeply.
i know ure vulnerable
and that's what holding me back.
friends are protective over you
i mean no harm either.
just that i dunno how to put my thoughts into words.
for now, lets jus enjoy each others company.
shall we?
phew. jus received so many bad news at one go.
even though some doesnt really concern me, but still.. ohwells.
deeply affected.

anywayy, enough for taking advantage of people! so what if she has a car! shes nt ur chaffeur or driver. no obligations to drive u here and there. so what if ure good friends with her? hai. pls stop all these will you? good friends doesnt take advantage of each other. good friends are not like that. pls search ur conscience!

and pls, stop all ur nonsense about gossiping! u dunno her well, and u dun understand her! why must u say such stuffs abt her? ive been thru it, i know how it feels. and it really hurts. no matter how strong someone is, its really painful to hear such stuffs. so pls stop all these will you? seriously, i hope u will get ur tongues chopped off when u die.

sometimes life get so painful and meaningless that u feel like dying. but have u ever think abt how ur parents feel? they must have felt millions times bad-der than u were when u felt like dying. hai. sometimes, thinking abt my parents did make me feel better, that they will always be there for us?
felt quite glad thou.
love u papa.
love u mama.
received this email.
interesting.























hahaa. interested can ask me to send the mail to u. [=
happy birthday to my dearest.
siaoying aka yingying.
ure forever the kiddy in my heart.
loved you, love you and will love you.

if possible, i will thrashaway all the people in your life who has make u unhappy and taken advantage of you.
im here for u.
just a phone call away darling

Friday, September 01, 2006

attachment's starting soon.
i'll be like a walking zombie.
no time for everything.
the only one close to me will be my bed.

haven really gt the chance to say how i feel.
not wanting to make the wrong decision.
neither do i wan to lead you on.

somehow feeling is there.
but timing is jus not right
and what had jus happened to me
doesnt make me feel like starting another one again.

all i can do is wait
wait for attachment to be over
and we'll see again/.

besides all that
what can i do?
maybe one day i woke up
things will be different

and by then, maybe both of us will be happier.
muacks/.
im back.
from chalet F1616.
and one day is gone.
cuz i spend the whole of yest sleeping.
and i mean really whole day.

reached home at 12plus. straight to the bed without un-packing my smelly stuffs. woke up at 10am today.
and my skin feels good. feels moisturised. heh heh. i told u, sleeping is good for the skin. eh u sleep more okay? stop being a god and sleep less n eat less.

chalet was fun. gt many problems lah but still fun. but then nv take much pics cuz no camera. and everybody was here n there, so ohwells.
an joined us on the 1st night.
bbq-ing. and i think the chicken wings taste good. cuz i bbq well! okay lah, partly cuz the cheers marinated them well also okay! i told u! if there was no cats, i can bbq well. shoo shoo/.
circle of death at ziling's aloha. wahs, tt one really. good to play during chalet but really can die man. hold my bladder until i wanna puke! but nth came out. wuhaa. and my saviour came.
i got the toilet card. whee! but in the end.
i sabo him back by giving him my red card.
he must be cursing and swearing in his heart. wuhaa.

nhc on the second morn. and he was discharged! maybe cuz i went with him and DR aaron wong say maybe not heart problem. i shoo away all bad stuffs! heh heh
and i had a nice sleep on the way back. dunno for how long and suddenly was awaken cuz we reach the terminal! luckily it was not the driver who shoo us away.
went wild wild wet. wah, the samsung ride really damn scary lah.
like committing suicide lidat. and i almost died. wuhaa. sat at different places and had different feelings. whoo!
but still it feels like dying. wuhaaa! a pity i nv get to sit with isk and look at his priceless expression.
but i still like the one where the 6ofus sit together. feels good. and i cant stop laughing when i see isk's expression.

bladed from pasir ris to tampines at 3plus. reached our chalet at 6plus. wuaha. had my economical beehoon and i forgot wad drink i had.
my feet almost break. and worse still, i kena xi ji by one egg and walnut. wuhaa. wad the hell.
and up till now, i still dunno why an had smoke emitting out of his top.
he is god!

okay lah, everything was great and chalet really pass so fast.
will forward u guys abt my schedule [hope mine doesnt clash with yanyan's] and lets start planning. for seoul garden and ecp picnic! WAh, u will be invited. (=