oh my oh my
yest was good, but terrible as well.
hahaha.
good because everyone was high
or issit just me n kylie self-high?
hahaha.
terrible because of those beers!
drank too much.
but anyway,
once in awhile,
getting high feels good
and relaxing.
kylie, there will be more next time okay!
maybe farewell for me!

then i realised me n ahli forgt to take picture.
i tot we said we wanted to take?
how come nv ar?

.

i feel so bored.

i mean really bored.

festive season is here.

and i dun wanna spend it

alone or sleeping.

thats the problem with no bf,

but then agn,

i think i dun need one.

cuz boys or guys or whatever

are just some pile of shits.

they dun understand you,

they abuse their power,

and they expect us to respect them.

PLS GET LOST.

sigh.

hellooo!

eh walao!
is my thailand trip still on?

i just gt a bad news.

my santa claus's reindeer is punctured!

lol.

here i am,

waiting patiently in the office

for him.

today's a wet xmas.

to everyone who will be going outdoors tonight,

good luck! haha. and have fun!

was supposed to go blading jus now,

but we ended up sleeping in mac.

all because of the rain.

HOW TO BLADE?

i think its because kiankian or wa or dino

nv bathe.

hahahaha.

merry merry xmas everybody!

buah~

nobody believe i actually woke up at 7am

and go for a morn jog at MacRitchie.

i really did... hahhaa.

and im going blading with kian n an they all later!

healthy lifestyle today!

someone pls cont to motivate me!

(=

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tml's xmas eve.

but i aint feeling abit excited at all.

i also dunno why.

just feel that its just another day.

buah~

no xmas list this yr,

not in the mood for anything also.

but i want to eat nice pipping hot turkey leh.

was supposed to go for morning job today

but my partner was still sleeping!

and when she woke up,

im sleeping.

maybe later lah,

evening jog at McRitchie.

see how first.

sian also.

i spent my one whole day packing my room

and dump alot of clothes.

i desperately need to buy new clothes.

boohoo.

i want money.

omg. after departing with kian and isk,

from plaza sing, i walked all the way to bugis.

i passed by

the cathay,

the rendezvous hotel,

plaza by the park,

smu,

carlton hotel,

allson hotel,

bugis junction,

bugis village

and then finally my bus stop.

actually in between theres my bus stop

where i can take my bus,

but i dunno why i just keep walking on & on.

perhaps im just waiting for someone to call.

saw a couple quarelling

and the girl just walked off.

it took some time for the guy to

stand up and chased after her.

chased = walk, not run

and when they met at the bus stop,

he just took sth from the girl

and walked off.

it sets me thinking,

about the past,

when we were just like them.

things turned a teeny weeny slighty ugly today.

but, ohwells.

i guess its due to miscommunications.

which i cant blame anyone but me?

everyone gt so hot tempered

while waiting,

in the end,

no gifts were exchanged.

i think

baby jon has changed.

or perhaps its just that i do not really understand him.

he seems so different from the first time i got to know him.

has he caught my virus?

i cant help thinking that

we had somehow swopped.

ive been feeling much happier

nowadays.

and he's been feeling rather low these few weeks.

ormitorhu ormitorhu

all the bad stuffs go away okay?

i think

i always have this habit of

procastinating whenever

it comes to making decisions.

and today

i think its true.

sigh.

regardless of this or that,

(yes i do mean sth in mind)

i think i would not be able

to give an ans straightaway.

then i procastinate again,

hoping someone or something

would help me.

u know theres one kind of ppl

on earth,

when you see them,

you go EEEEeeesss.

and you feel like burping

and putting our asses in front of their faces

and give a loud and long and smelly

poooottt!

i wanted to blog so much about

how i miss you

and how much i want to see you.

but ive no idea how to

write everything out.

so i'll just leave it as it is.

maybe he's right.

we feel attached because

we are together.

and it may just be a crush.

maybe after this,

we wun even contact anymore.

i was wondering,

will we still be as close

like this

in future?

i think my friend has changed.

i nv see him blush before.

i nv see him cover his face with his hands before.

i nv see him like someone like tt before.

i nv thought he would like the 'brand' bossini!

KIAN KIAN, NI BIAN LE.

in this cold weather,

how i wish theres

one who can hold me tight

and let me cuddle up

warm in his arms.

are u there?

buah~

went to try my santarina outfit today.

so fun.

tried 2 designs.

one with long sleeves and

one machiam tube dress.

hahaha.

i got the one with the long sleeves.

me and jonathan were out from 4plus to about 7.

poor joanne had to relief me.

thanks ar! muacks.

i will be on leave from 22-25th.

and 29-31st.

ask me out!

ive got no plans for

xmas eve and new yr eve!

irene n kylie going countdown without me.

boohoo./

and baby jon has got his own parties.

and my friends din ask me out.

gosh. poor me.

im friend-less.

)=

is having bigger thighs

and

bigger tummy

part of growing up?

(=

i hate it

i hate it

i hate it.

its so irritating.

why do u have to call me

and ask me whether i received ur sms?

i dun feel like replying you can?

i dun feel like talking can?

its really none of ur business whether

i want to reply ur sms anot.

and stop telling me about what

you had or did in the past,

which is none of my business.

i totally gt no interest lo

SORRY!

i can do without your opinions and all.

omg omg omg.

everybody is getting on my nerves.

the one i want dun care

the ones who care are not the ones.

oh fuck man!

im so dead tired
i wish i could slp for
one whole week straight
peacefully.

whee whee
papa is coming back tonight.
haven seen him for weeks!
miss him a bit!
lol.

front office xmas party.
erm, alright lah.
food is okay,
presents are okay.
pictures taken are okay.
everything is okay.
just wished that theres nicer food,
better presents and more ppl.
hehhehs.

tada! my art piece:




and some rubbish pics:




as you can see, we are all dying to get married.

we love taking pictures in the toilets.

me and the vava-voom! jasmine.

at this hr of the day,

instead of sleeping.

im waiting for kian to drive me for supper.

(= lol.

work was relaxing today.

went chander road with liz and mary

and had some indian food

during work ok! lol.

had a lesson of the fortune cats with a guest.

he wanted me to translate the history of fortune cats

and the various types of cats for him.

lol.

suddenly i became a translator overnight.

fun leh.

summore i get to learn abt the fortune cats.

which actually im nt really interested in anyway.

haha.

xmas party on sat.

i wan pictures with everyone!

joanne, kylie,irene, nora, shai, all gsms, naren, mas,

and not forgetting my dear partner, jonathan!

i'll force u to take at least one nice pic with me!

i mean NICE. (=

quiet night at work.

till i even got the time to blog.

(=

just took an online test.

The Results:

You are between being a romantic and a realist. You know where to draw the line between emotions and good judgement and you can also be romantic enough when needed.
Your head may be in the clouds at times, but your feet are firmly on the ground.

i think its quite true.

even though i totally got no interests

in sexual activities,

sometimes i still

feel good being intimate with one

i love. (=

i think sex is a dirty thing.

imagine putting ur mouth into

something that pees.

im totally turned off.

lol.
for your info,
everyone listed below are all old men.
not young hunky Caucasians okay!

the oldest is 58 alr!
and mark is the youngest!
he is 38. (= and hunky.

pretty hectic and exciting day for me!
just yesterday i received a gift from one of my favourite guest
and im the last one to receive the gift okay!
kylie got it 1st, then ann, irene , tian then im the last! haiya, i miss orchid club sia.
okay anyway, today me, kylie and lovable ann went to chinatown to buy bagua for all of them. hope they wont argue over who want pork and who want chicken. hehheh.
just passed the bagua to him and he politely gave me two pecks on the cheeks.
omg! his moustache! lol.! so itchy!

its always sad to see guests leaving,
especially if the bond is build up during his stay here.

Ray is leaving on 15/12.
Trevor is leaving on 15/12.
Mark is leaving on 19/12.
Keith is leaving on 23/12.
David is leaving on 31/12.

mark is happily married, so is david.
hehheh. i checked on their profile!
keith is my favourite,
and mark! because he is so damn handsome!
aiya, actually all of them are my favourites lah.
i love them okay?!
at least they are the ones who make me
look forward to work.

sigh. and they are leaving soon.
well, so am i.

at least i can say,
i make friends, both colleagues and guests.
which i am proud of.
(=

i hate it when ppl spell my name wrongly.

i feel so lagged behind.

but im not sure how to tell u.

and i dun wanna say out also.

see-ing all my friends happily

attached,

i want a bf also!

but i know this is only

a temporary illusion

i have.

it will be gone soon.

hopefully.

smashed

when i know they were together

i just feel so happy.

when i saw their pics,

i feel so glad

that they look blessed.

a hunk with a babe.

i dunno why i had

this happiness within.

but i realised.

when i see all my friends happily attached

i feel happy also.

but when it comes to myself,

i still think i had to rely on myself.

(=

its lonely again.

for papa and me.

mum went to m'sia again.

to acc my grandma to attend funeral.

and i was in afternoon shift these few days.

papa is so lonely

that he would call and chat with me.

which is good. (=

he was calling me when i went up

to a guest room and he sound so agitated

when i told him i was in the guest room.

lol. and he warned me not to misbehave. lol!

ohwells.

genting in dec.

beijing in jan.

bkk in feb.

do i have tt much money?

lol. but i badly want to go.

no time no leave no money.

nvm, we will see.

ehhh. how come the good and happy people

always end up wiith so much problems.

whenever i see her or imagine the way she is now,

i jus feel so sorry.

and when i think of how he is trying

to be happy,

i feel so helpless.

i pray and hope

everybody around me

will be happy and healthy.

went blading today

after so long.

with kian, an, russell and jianhong (issit?).

lol. russell reminds me of the book call

the true spore ghost stories.

hahha. anyway,

its fun blading with them lah.

even though i was sort of a burden to them.

heheh.

but actually they can ignore me and blade on their own

i will scream for help if i fall one. dun worry. (=

learnt t-brake.

din really managed to catch the momentum and feel yet.

but i will try hard.

i wanna have fun with you all!

i think i wan a pair of blades.

hehheh.

after my bkk trip, i'll save up.

watch happy feet after tt.

it wasnt as nice as it sounds okay!

the penguins are so irritating & annoying.

but i quite like the storyline.

SAVE THE PENGUINS!

STOP FISHING!

lol.

i was thinking ar

if fishes were meant for penguins,

then who is going to save the fishes?

wat if the fishes rebel one day,

just like the penguins?

ohwells.

i think i think too much.

went ecp again with my cousin.

bladed for abt 1hr or so.

hmmm, i want to blade to lose weight.

kian! wa! help me!

wa, i want to be as skinny as u!

im so tired, im going to slp soon.

nobody's at home!!

sighs, im bored.

i feel so pathetic now.

no one's at home.

dad's slping.

mum and bro went genting and will only be back on sun.

which means that i'll be alone with dad.

but sad to say,

this two days im on afternoon shift

which means again that i wun be seeing my dad!

when i wake up, he's at work alr.

and when im back home, he's slping.

sigh.

nobody's child for these 2days.

i cant imagine.

wads worse is that i just came back

and i drank my mama's soup alone in the living room

watching a thai horror show.

boohoo.

i hope they have fun in genting though.

i am finally back

and breathing!

these few days so busy!

reports and work is so busy!

short handed lo!

but i had fun,

seeing the guests happy.

i am also happy!

wuahaha. do u know!

2 guests kiss me on my hand today!

hehe.

so shy.

and my cold kitchen chef.

he finally start to talk.

and i am so glad

for goodness sake.

hehheehe.

aiya anyway, although things are happy on the surface.

theres still some sad things going on.

which i think i will leave it

to the nature.

because right now, i just want to enjoy my short-term happiness!

(and i feel so selfish saying this)

nex week im going reception already!

my stress will start coming in.

so i will have no time to blog liao!

i am so looking forward

to the xmas party

and wondering what gift i'll be getting

and from who.

wuahhaha.

bye darlings.

i nv knew that

the 'virtual' bond between the guests and hoteliers

really do exists.

till i saw that email

to my colleagues from one of the regular guest here.

its always sad to see them leaving

especially when they had stayed for a long time.

even up here in the orchid club for only 2weeks plus

i have a sense of unwillingness and sadness

whenever i see them leave.

and the funny part is

i only got to see and know them through

the happy hour cocktail.

thats all.

ohwells.

i was looking through my entries

then i saw one recent one about the final call.

the guy whom i was referring to,

i suddenly forgot who he is that actually captured my attention.

sometimes

even the happiest people on earth

are drowned in their sorrows.

and yet the depressed people

are complaining about the small stuffs in their life.

weeks ago, still bubbly and healthy.

now, so old and haggard.

is it true?

or is it just the uniform that we are wearing

and the professional image that comes with it?

i guess i just have to say

that's part of growing up.

shooting stars are nice.

i saw

and i still rem the excitement that i had

up till now when i think back.

thanks.

for accompanying that night.

appreciated.

hello!

i am really going bkk

for my graduation trip.

its good that fel

took the initiative to start planning.

(=

muacks!

hurry hurry.

end of this month, we will settle everything.

i feel so annoyed.

someone keep signing in n out.

of msn.

even though i know its msn fault

but the person who is signing in n out

is irritating me.

argh.

hello!

i am going to lose weight now!

pls motivate me.

hello hello hello!

sat night out prove to be

quite good.

met up with kold.

someone i got to

know at my sis's wedding.

okay anyway,

we went vivocity

and got lost quite a few times.

oh yah,

a movie is good.

when ure bored

when u want to go shopping but nth to buy

when u are meeting someone for e 1st time and dunno wad to do.

tts why we went to catch the final call.

it wasnt tt scary.

hmm, overall

a show tt can be missed.

but there's one guy in the show

WHOO~!

went to a nice restaurant to have dinner

the ambience outside was good.

totally not suitable for

both of us! hahaha/.

the jap restaurant served good food.

but the tori katsu curry rice i ordered

isnt tt fantastic afterall.

was it tori katsu curry?

aiya, its actually just

chicken cutlet curry rice lah.

hahaha.

i was just trying to act jap.

oh yah!

i had sake.

and erm, it doesnt taste very good.

warm sake.

i dun think i'll have a second try.

and anyway,

there's someone who saw me at

vivo but dun wanna call me

because he was rushing.

wad kind of friend!

bleah.

treated my mom to swensens.

im so happy. (=

drizzling today.

walking alone in town.

tripping and keep wanting to fall down.

and my slippers are wet.

sigh.

bad day.

and i couldnt find my mom in the mrt.

hahaha.

2 lost souls.

suddenly all my happy friends seem

so dull n stress.

boohoo.

i wonder what happen to them.

pls cheer up okay?

jonathan. isky abang.

i need u all to keep me happy

u know?

my medicine.

kusu island on sunday.

hope it wun be too crowded.

i jus want to relax on the boat.

i need CONDITIONINGGG

a 16dollars hor fun

tastes the same

as those i bought at

my downstairs kopitiam

which cost only 3dollars.

except that it comes in

a nicer bigger bowl.

oh yah, and the prawns are bigger.

tts all/.

i dun understand why

some stupid bitches

can just make ppl out there

suffer for you.

pls get it clear.

we are not ur slaves.

u can say in the afternoon

ure fine, and ure coming to work.

next moment

u jus geng an mc again.

fuck you man.

and the whole of front office

is cocked up

just because of u!

smack u man!

if really this carry on,

i swear to whoever is reading,

i'll complain to the managers.

i dun care if ur father is seriously ill

or dying.

pls apply for leave in advance.

nobody is goin to forever cover ot

for u!

how i wish u are reading this entry.

im so tired.

of scolding people.

bye

this entry is specially dedicated

for the little jonny boy,

who offered to stay back with me

for ot yest.

and i saw how tired he is lah.

keep yawning thru out

the whole of 3hrs.

till 2am.

so guilty SIA!

okay.

noble lil jonny did three good things yest.

1st, he offered to acc me do OT

without getting any ot pay.

2nd, he helped me shield tt uncle

for me, which i really am veryyyy grateful for that,

SERIOUSLY.

i really hate that uncle sia.

who wanna go home with him!

eeeeeeks.

3rd, he sent me home.

hahaha.

wells, in the job scope of being a man.

how true.

thanks lil jonny.

it was bad that u

had to see me cry.

but come to think of it

at tt time, i dun need a shoulder yet.

but then, i wouldnt mind a smelly shoulder.

hahaha.

save it for next time okay?

THANKS.

you can call me

linda

or milk tea

if you like

and know what

it means.

(=

my life is so monotoneous that i need to

think so hard just for a blog entry.

boohoo.

the circle of trust was destroyed

so easily, within a few moments of truth.

at least i told you we were talking abt all those,

instead of you finding out yourself. (=

but i still think those were small matters

because you are not the only one

who is feeling the same way.

so cheer up!

trust me again!

had a tired day.

worked double shift.

and kena harassed calls

in the middle of the night.

those deep low husky voice

send a shiver down.

i shook whenever i see a angmoh now.

kind soul jonny

bought me milkybar w/ cookies

early in the morn

with his hum2 eyes.

haah.

thanks.

i owe u.

17dollars choco.

i dunno wad to blog.

greyness.

do u know?

suddenly i think

i like you.

the best thing abt being single:

i can like a few thousand ppl

at the same time

without feeling guilty.

*poof

happy birthday mama.

its supposed to be on the 6th.

(=

i jus realised ive hit 100 posts with my last entry.

(=

sth to add on during the wedding dinner

which i found it to be quite 'drama'.

wuahaha.

all of us were busy eating cauliflowers and stuffs

and then the cameraman suddenly

came and took photos of us!

naturally all of us started to

'quick quick quick, is there any cauli stuck on my teeth anot!'

LOL.

then everyone started smiling at the camera!

hmmm. i jus find it funny,

come to think of it.

was supposed to go one night stand with colleagues.

but i din go in the end.

mama sort of worried abt me goin.

due to one incident,

which scarred her.

i understand.

so i came home!

and i even bought prata for her to eat!

i must be filial to my parents. (=

my source of survival.

sis's been gone for a few days.

and i miss her presence so badly.

hmm. hope she's doing fine.

pls rem to be happy!

(=

oh yes, my tears at the wedding

were not for that fucking uncle i had.

i only have hatred for you.

my tears are not meant for you.

so get away as far as possible from me!

jonny, im offically goin up to club floor nex roster.

do rem to miss me and im still waiting for your death note.

a painless death pls.

finally life's been back.

super busy and tired for the last few days.

busy with sis's wedding.

i cant imagine i slept till 330pm yest!

an overwhelming of mixed feelings

came over me, then i teared.

dunno why.

maybe just cant bear to see her go ba.

hope she will have a happy and blissful marriage.

beautiful pics of my sis and others

will be uploaded as soon as ive

gotten them.

sigh. i miss my sister. (=

14 more weeks to go, which means 7 rosters more!

i cant wait.

whee whee.

up next will be

bkk on vday with the usuals

and i wan bali.

i wan massages.

jonathan influence me too much.

WE NEED MASSAGES.

this shall be a happy post i promise!

(=

imagina being a santa rina

for the whole of DEC!

XMAS IS COMING DARLINGS!

yupp yupp

i am goin to be santa rina for the whole month of Dec

asp AGSM elizabeth & Jonathan OLIVERIO

not you, jonny.

hohoho!

i am buying a new phone nex week.

pls pray that everything goes well

for me. (=

yan2, ive decided to go against you

and buy n6280.

okay, now i need to save up

for my graduation tour.

who is coming?!

its a combined post.

are things going to be the same still?

you said you want things to be like the past.

but what you all are doing now

doesnt make me feel like so.

just when i wasnt so much into him

you had to make me think of him again.

ohwells.

i dunno whether was it me

you were talking abt

but its a pity

we became like this.

neither u nor me know

wad exactly happened

ohwells.

i dunno...

things got pretty bad at one point

tears were there,

fear was there.

but ive come this far.

like i said

life is becoming dramatic.

why so.

i would very much like to know too.

im back.

too many things happened and i dunno where to start.

all i can say is:

life is becoming more dramatic we grow up.

why do things change so drastically.

out of the blue

the news came

and change everybody's lifes.

i just hope that

things will be okay.

and that you will be given

a second chance.

Motorola V3x

Sony T10

i wann

but i think V3x

dun have white colour

in singapore.

boohoo.

i wann

world class.

fabulous.

my strength.

my love.

hello!
my hse is having a partaay now!
and i broke my promise agn.
i drank.
wuhaaha.
working morning tml.
but dun think i'll be able to slp
with the noise
and the ambience.
i wanna enjoy.
with my family.

theres this handsome hunk
my uncle's friend.
sak sak man!
those type that ride bike and he is a security at babyface.
so i assume he's a bouncer?
my mother likes him too.
wuahaha.
but he's attached.

went ecp aft work
intended to fly kite
ended up cycling.
dunno why nv fly kite in the end also.
finally fel is learning how to cycle!
jiayou ba.
we are waiting
at the end. (=

i fell.
very painful!
but again
i acted man and say im alright
i think im borned to be a man!
i think my leg there is blue black plus a bit of swollen-ness.
the whole of my right leg is injured.
and my right elbow hurts terribly.
boohoohoo.
i will not cry.

5million toto gone.
no more millionares for me. for us.

had my haircut yest
at 2way holistic
which jing intro.
hmmm
one thing bad was
there was no handsome stylist.
even though he wore a nice smelling perfume
but the smell of cigarette came in
and there was this mixture of smell
which make me feel like
fainting.

another thing was.
he dun talk at all
while cutting.
he din try to strike a conversation
okay, maybe i was too busy talking to jing.
but wells.
i miss him.

i will dye my hair soon.

was tipsy yest.

my legs were wobbly. and my head hurts.

and i jus lie down everywhr i went.

kitchen living room.

ohwells.

i think im goin to stop drinking for maybe 1 month?

tiger beer.chivas w/ greentea.chivas w/ chrysanthemum.chivas on the rock.

too much.

sis rom yest.

she look beautiful.

(=

like cinderella.

will upload pics soon.

and solemnisation was funny.

i couldnt help but laugh

though there was abit of unwelming feeling

coming over me

as they had their marriage vows.

just feel like she's gone from us.

sighs.

and i haven got her any presents yet.

but nvm.

we're planning sth nice for her.

sy.yx.serene.

pls call me for updates ok!

had fun at dee chalet.

taking pics.barnequeing.serving ppl.met up with ppl whom i've nv seen for a long time.eating.drinking.

went poolside with serene n jing.

chicken wings.drinks.

chatted abt how unlucky tp ppl were

and self commented abt how lucky i was/.

hehheh.

jing came home with me

and i managed to psycho her to work late.

which is a good thing.

i hope she had a good night sleep.

and our plans.

whee~

im feeling so excited.

if only everyone will be free.

it feels good to go home in a crowded bus.

especially when im working afternoon shift.

late at night.

as i slowly undress

back into my civil clothes.

strolling and wandering to e bus stop

tt kind of loneliness.

i dun like!

but it feels good to see my bus crowded with ppl.

at least i feel warm.

i wun be so cold n lonely

sitting in one corner of the bus

trying hard not to fall asleep.

(=

p/s (1). i hate my uncle! especially when i see someone similar to him! and i saw one today. )=

p/s (2). theres a dead fly below my keyboard! underneath the spacebar! how to take it out?

isolation.

isolating.

isolated.

i think the bao xiao xin ren wang is totally lame.

to think mediacorp would do sth like this.

all the contestants are making a fool of themselves!

and its not funny at all.

what on earth is the world coming to!

it seems like everyone is learning something

from their attachment

except me.

all i do everyday is ans calls.

(=

but i'll be moving to other depts soon.

I'LL LEARN SOMETHING.

I PROMISE.

it feels good to see jing agn

girl shopping like what we used to do.

ever since yr3, things have been different.

ohwells.

cant wait for her bday.

just wanna see and hug everyone.

too bad am is away in china.

i miss her.

i miss you sy

i miss you yx

i miss you jing.

does anybody miss me?

am going for a haircut tml.

wonder how will i look like

after that.

and i wan jet black hair.

should i?

sis's rom chalet tml.

will it be fun?

hope so.

if its boring

i'll go home n cry.

anyway

she happy can already.

she's getting married.

off she goes!

i know she will miss us.

i will miss you too. (=

muacks

woke up with a stomachache.

this isnt the 1st time already.

had always been like this for the past few days.

WADS WRONG?

wasnt feeling very good for past few days.

and i dunno why!

anyway, stupid jon said he discovered my true colours.

whiny, narcissist, and i forgot what. )=

JON! YOU DUN UNDERSTAND!

but i shall forgive you on the account that

you share the same name with JONATHAN LEONG.

hehheh.

was supposed to relief business centre yest for 1hr ALONE.

and i need to pick up all the skills within 1hr.

im like wad the hell.?

these kind of stuffs need to be experienced over time

not like memorise everything within 1hr then okay.

ohwells.

and they said i had this tense look on my face.

you try and see if u will be tense anot?

and any mistakes made.

will be borne by me.

so who's at fault now?

stupid mr ranjit say i look big-sized

in my civil clothes.

im jus tall lo.

not big-sized.

and i got nutrition.

maybe not at my chest area though.

ahhaha. but i dun care.

got to get ready for work.

and its raining like fuck now.

pls, the rain god or whoever is in charge

stop the rain at 130 okay?

i love you.

whee whee
went town with jing.
i bought a top from Mu
its a cool top ok!
and i saw one cool black tube dress
and its absolutely coooollll.
gosh.
but its too long!
and its 73.90.
i'll buy if its short.
i loveee.
)=

im goin for a haircut on wed!

i wanted to do so much things

but im scared.

sigh.

what the hell.