They say I might be suffering from pre-marital withdrawal symptoms. I think it could be due to my negativity abt life as well. So when uncertainty plus negativity comes in together at this stage of life, PMS appear. Sigh. Sometimes really have enough of this kind of life, but just dunno how to make it better.
Its not that I wanna feel this way, not that I wanna feel insecure, not that I wanna be sensitive. But tell me how to feel indifferent when more and more of my friends are getting this 小三 thingy appearing in their relationship. Plus ure not making it better by frequenting those places till wee morning. U dun used to do that before.
I'm feeling pretty weird these few days. Really feel like in a state of isolation, not wanting to talk to anybody. I wish that I can have a private place where I can go back to, with nobody to disturb me. I even thought of renting a place outside to stay alone.
Hai, I need a million to get away.
