The long awaited weekend that Ive been anticipating for, wasnt that great afterall. Firstly the nails session turn out to be a flop. Secondly, the bday celebrations din really turn out to be what Ive thought it to be. Maybe I was the one who expects too much. Hey afterall, its not my bday. Or perhaps I was getting too emo. FUCKIT.
Anyway today I did something that I haven been doing for a long time. After dinner with the rest and Boat Quay, I went over to Clarke Quay alone & roam about; the Central & the those lanterns display outside. Lovely. I felt it wasnt enough. I just walked around aimlessly, passing by Fort Canning Park, GPPH.. walked over to cityhall & esplanade, passed by those F1 tracks and initally wanted to sit down at a park alone, but getting too late and I dun see any people around. Ended up walking to Esplanade train station and took the train back to reality again. Its been awhile, since I really have all the time to myself, to emo alone. I felt that wasnt enough, I went for a jog after I reached home. It feels good to jog at night. And it helps to clear my head. Im feeling alot better now thank you.
Tomorrow is Sunday, Im staying at home. And so I decided to cook dinner for the 1st time. =) If Sam & Dajie is coming back for dinner..
Im just in no mood to do anything else. Can somebody please bring my laughter back to me?
