One of those moodless, tiring & anxiety days

Sobs sobs, I need a hug.//

A man who abuses his wife

or

A man who is unfaithful

Which one would you choose?

两个人在一起为什么要分手？分了手为什么又要复合呢。。

我在想，之前两个人如果因为不合而分，那之后为什么又要复合呢？那如果在一起了，感觉还会像和以前一样吗？之前的问题还会在吗？

你能忘记他之前和他在一起的女/男朋友，之前他们在一起愉快的日子，他和她的回忆，他们的一切一切，他们之前所发生的所有事情。

一个人的爱又能爱到哪里？一个人的爱又值多少？

这样子的爱情好可怕哦。。。

Has anybody wondered where do all the presents the fans gave to their idols go to?

I see fans 大费周章 doing things for their idols, decorating banners, designing scrap books, writing 'love' letters etc..

MY GOD. Do you think your idol will remember who you are and keep your presents?

Do you think by writing letters to him, telling how pitiful you are, because someone close just passed away and that he is the strength for you to carry on - he will be touched? HELLOOOO, wake up! How many fans they have and if everyone (okay, maybe just 1/3 of them) also do the same things, SERIOUSLY WHO CAN BE BOTHERED?

All efforts will only go to waste. STOP WASTING TIME EVERYBODY!

Plus a smile this time；这次多了一个微笑。。

The title says it all. Brightens up my moody day-before & morning. I thought I might be dissappointed after the previous eye contact (you know how ppl expect more everytime?), so I wasnt looking forward to much this time. But I got the chance (credits to DM Marilyn =p) to escort. Hehhehheh.

Okay la anyway, enough of him, if you know who Im talking about. I was complaining to Fay that I dont have the chance to do these anymore. To see those red shoes, to see his back view, to ransack his room after he c/o (lol!) and to see the shades that let me penetrate through his eyes to have eye contact. WUAHAHHA!

I mean im kind of sad to leave the hotel industry after so long lo. SOBS SOBS.

Managed to only catch a glimpse of his backview, his usual baggy jeans & his ultra striking red shoes. My love...

Yesterday I discovered something bad. A truth that hurts. The thing that hurts is the lying. Sobs

Seriously, whats with the mysterious porn case going around at my house recently. For those of you who know, I bet u will still remember the case of the mysterious pornography CD found in my laptop few years ago. -_-"

Well, recently my sister found some in her recycle bin too! WTH~? We dun really care that whoever is watching those, but what we are curious about who exactly is the person!! I think we must install CCTV in our house. Hehhehheh/..

Oh yeah, my resignation finally got approved. But yet today as I was walking along my 21st level corridor, I never thought that I would miss this place. I din realise that I would miss being in the hotel line. ;(

But I think more importantly, its the guests that I would miss and of course, the celebrities guests. HEHEHE. ESPECIALLY THE ONE & ONLY WHO STAYED IN #2023. =P

New hair colour tomorrow! Yeahpie!

I din managed to go for my jog today :(

left the hotel at 7plus, feeling so confused and tired. but my decision wun be swayed.

finally got my bracelet fixed. thank god. love it max. subway cost a bomb as usual, but managed to save for the kbox at only 8moolahs! sort of balance it out. hahaha.

oh yesh! i drove today. 1st time after my license. just a detour around the carpark. *glees!

went through my bank account and realised i forgot to transfer my savings over this month. happily still thought ive left alot to spend. nabeh cheebye. *moodswing

but its okay, im another step closer to my dream. :))

p/s. 罗嫂's gonna be in town again! (erhem)