我发现，一个relationship不能单单靠爱情和FEEL来维持。现实外在的因素实在太多了。:(

sometimes, 等待的可能已经到来，但是它真的是我们想要得吗？

We might be waiting for the sake of not wanting to lose something, but in the end, is it really something that we want and have been waiting for?

看完了败犬，我一直在思考这个问题。。

最近心情超不好，就连回家找到新的路线也会快乐。。

Im all geared up for my new resolution! Gotten all my stuffs! Now its just waiting for the right time & a companion.. (which is the hardest thing since im feeling lazy most of the time.... teeheehee)

Birthday just passed. Then today I realised this year was one without cakes & songs! I am extremely fine with it thou =) Thank you to all darlings who had wished me, thru text or FB. Much appreciated! It hearts to see people whom you dun think will wish you, wished you. I smiled to myself while reading through messages. Its really heartwarming. And thanks for the presents too. Im a year older, but a year wiser too (I hope!). Honestly, I cant wait to hit the late twenties! :))

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真没想到，原来我也会像十来岁的少女，狂迷明星，偶像。说出来还真有点不好意思嘞!

Friends around me have moved on to things like CNN news, forex exchange, shares, biohealth etc etc. Im all alone AGAIN. But Im used to it, and Im feeling okay abt it. Just sometimes feel abit ashamed. SOBS. Seriously, what have I learnt from the past 23years or the 3 social years that Ive been working? *shakes head* I want MAMA.

Happy Mama's Day~!!

Excited abt the upcoming resolution Ive set for myself. :) Certainly hopes its not gonna be another 三分钟热度 again! Shall blog more in the next entry after Ive gotten my stuffs tomorrow to prepare myself for the 大改革！

Oh yeah, I finally come to realise & accept that people dun wait for you. Things changes, people move on. Nobody is gonna be by your side & wait for you to catch up with them. After so long, Im still stuck in the same spot. I guess friends around me gonna feel that I haven change after so long. Sobs.

My fingers itch again.//

Ive been wanting to blog more lately, things have been going on in my head on what to blog. But each time I reached home & on my lappy, my mind went blank. =//

Been on morning shifts for so long I cant rem. I miss sleeping in with the sun shining on my face. I miss going after all those taiwanese dramas till late at night. I miss supper times with friends and bf low. All I can say is Im exhausted. Boohoohoo.

I wanna head down to the gym soon. I wanna get rid of my flappy arms that makes me feel like a butterfly when I wave. I wanna get rid of those thunderous elephant thighs that rub against each other when I walk. (Hahaha) And I wanna get rid of the big tummy that I can do belly dancing with. But before that, I need to buy a pair of track shoes first! =p

I wonder when is Iphone 4G coming out. Im waiting for the price of the others to drop so I can buy! Hehhehheh. It doesnt matter that Im not the up-to-date one. I dun care anyway. Bf Low promise me a overseas trip this year! To where, we have not decide yet. Hopefully its gonna be fun! Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah. Its been sooooo long since I last went on a trip! *glees

You know Ive always envy girls who dun have to draw their eyebrows when they makeup. It so saves alot of time! My brows are giving me problems every morning, and now I dun draw them anymore. Ive cut my fringe! Not very short but at least doesnt expose alot of my brows! TIRED AH.//

Ok la ok la. I seriously dunno what to write in here anymore. Anyw, good luck to SY who will be starting her job tomorrow!

Good luck to Serene in finding a better one!

Happy birthday to May Chua & Angeline Ang - my primary sch best friends! ( I know your birthday is tomorrow!)

------Ciaos.//