歌词的一句是这样写着:

夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀 飞翔
心放空了 寂寞 好了

听着这首歌的时候, 寂寞的感触都被挑侸了. 但我就是偏爱这种触动人心的歌曲.感觉蔡旻佑好像成长了不少.也是时候到我长大了吧.

I should have just keep my mouth shut from the beginning.

Sighs. Problems are emerging again. And Im VERY bothered by them.

How I wish I was young again. FUCK!

Seriously, I had happy days in my life too.

my 1st time as a model. tired but enriching.

our 2008 white-themed xmas exchange feast

my 21st bday (=

still young and wanna dress up alike days.


our 1st cruise trip

the day when we went expo sale and bought alot of things!!

1st picnic day!

this gotta be one of my happiest days (=

another expo trip which im very satisfied with.

some army dinner and dance thing. happy happy

drinking sessions in GPP. damn missed.

xmas 2007

attachment report pictures.

i so miss the laid back environment over there.

my party with my friends of 10yrs (=

the long awaited meet up

New asia Bar.

i miss smoking in the cold cold strong strong wind!

the lovely pool at Parkroyal Beach Rd

Squeezing in a mini van in BKK.

Lazy Sunday afternoon and Im feeling sleepy and tired (as usual).

I realised I miss you. And I felt guilty that I had neglected you for the past few months. I dunno whats got over me, I was unhappy with you abt something (which I totally forgot) and we sorta drifted apart. You were far away and it makes things difficult for us to communicate as well.

I smsed you that night, apologised and suddenly hope to see you real soon. Seriously wish ure doing well. (=

Miss you, TSY37!!

Yah, tell me about it.

How do I get the confidence back and the motivation in life?

You can tell me a list and still go on, but I'll still remain the same.

I always say 'its in my blood..', but frankly speaking, I think I din bother to give it a change at all.

Action always speaks louder than words. Its easy to say, but wheres the courage and everything to do?

Im someone who forgives, but not forget. I can forgive easily, but the incident will forever be in my mind. Maybe Im petty, but thats just me.

I finally know the placing I have in your heart. Thanks.

Well, afterall blood is always thicker than water...

Anyway, since Ive promised to live hard and be motivated (which Ive no idea how Im gonna start), I guess I'll just have to follow thru. OH GOD!

我也好想出国旅行哦。每天这样忙碌的工作也不知为了什么。每个月发的工资也不知跑到哪，这里还一点，那里还一点，到头来剩的都不够我过活。

心里想，存的那笔，想要出国玩个痛快也不够，想要拿来结婚也不够。

这几天的我，很懒散。根本没有冲刺，也没有力量往上爬。整天只想赖在床上，什么都不想做。刚放了大假回来做工，整个感觉怪怪的，好像和社会脱解了。好讨厌这样的感觉哦。

其实我心里有好多纳闷，好多问题。可是就不知道该怎么办才好。我好想去死哦。