Undergoing constructon...

Pls leave ur blog add behind cuz i accidentally deleted away. (=

this is going to be a long, whiny and childish post...

what are friends for?
during sec sch, you told me i was ur best friend.
when u had no friends, we were there for you.
when all ur clsmates seem to ignore you, we stood by you.
whenever theres class outing or whatever, we will stick with you.
when we go for vacation job interviews, we always ask you along, cause we know you wanted to earn some money too!
when you had problems, with urself, family or ppl ard you, we always listen to you and let u cry out.

and how naive we were..
saying we will always keep in touch
after graduating,
or even if we've got new friends from poly.

and now?
initially, still okay.
and when u started working and got urself some guy call FLEX or dunno what,
you started to abandon us.

OLD FOR NEW. HOW NICE IS THIS SEC SCH BEST FRIEND OF MINE. (=

we asked you out, you said u were busy.
once is okay. a few more times is also alright.
and when things between u and ur so call FLEX turn sour,
you came to us.
well, we dun mind,
as long as we are able to keep in touch and remain as friends.

we went through ur friendster,
and saw photos of u going out with friends.
you claim theres no time for us.
yet theres time for everybody in the whole world,
especially ur FLEX and kitty.

well, honestly speaking.
whenever i see u or kitty together,
i do feel lousy.
she IS MY COUSIN,
well, a very close cousin of mine from young.
and it just feels like shes being snatched away by YOU!
I DUN LIKE THE FEELING ABIT AT ALL!

some say im possessive,
we shud share friends.
BUT.
2 of them are my closest.
yet they are now getting v close WITHOUT ME.
now, how would you feel?!

i know i am being very childish when i say im jealous of them being so close together.
but i really cant help feeling this way.
and sometimes i get so angry.

i think back of the times,
when we were still best friends.
at first, i was heartbroken,
thinking that i had lost a friend for no reason.
now as i look back,
theres a glimpse of 可惜。
hmm, funny.
i also dunno why i will feel this way.

now for her,
i have nth but only hatred.
hatred - 讨厌

sighs

can someone teach me how to use a TAMPON!!!

hello! just came back from the cruise trip.

the food there was delicious okay! (even thou its complimentary, but they still cook great food)

some pictures below...

the parthenorm pool. so damn relaxing ok!

view from our room..

see my face is totally like a pancake. )=

chocolate milkshake.

$9 hamburger

$10 chicken rice. doesnt taste very nice lo.

while waiting for his food. GLUM FACE!

room is already so messy on the 2nd day!

trying to act cool infront of me.

on the way to petaling street.

that day at GPP #1005.

i only pay $125 for a suite room. (=

so happy.

caught on camera - wanting to end her life.

(strongly discouraged okay)

thats am and jing using my phone when jing's hp died!!

SHES TRYING TO TAKE A PHOTO WHEN IM RUBBING MY STOMACH!

n.a.b at night.

we started to cam-whore.

i think im abit high.

because u can see my face is all red already!

when is this taken? so dreamy. CLASSIC!

my cousin is finally married after 7yrs of par tor-ing.

(fyi, my cousin is the groom.)

my sis and i at PHO toilet.

my dad with her 2 beautiful daughters. the right one is prettier. (=

dun we look alike?


the couple table. (=

once-in-a-blue moon then will meet de cousins.

lalala. my family. (=

my brother look so ahbeng. i dun like!

cannot let us take a nice pic one. dunno whose ugly fingers is tt.

finally a good one.

(dunno why ed always look so shag taking pics with me, if u dun believe, see the next one)

see?

Happy New Year!

(=

Someone is turning 21 tomorrow. hehheh.

So old...