Monday, November 12, 2007

you dont understand me.
you never do.

why dun we just end everything?

i am really very sian.
when i reached home,
mum's playing mj again.
and i really hate it!

i hate the shuffling sound,
i hate the space they take up,
i hate everyone who plays mj!

i strolled home today after work, alone
i really strolled.
i never tot the usual path that i take,
could be so long, and windy.

i walked and walked,
till i reached the void deck.
looked up and saw my unit.
lights out again.
and i knew,
mum's playing mj again.

if you could not make ur promises come true,
i rather you not promise to me in the first place.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

i found this somewhere,
i think its really very true & meaningful.
especially to a girl.
it says out exactly how we feel.
abit long though,
but read on..

When she walks away from you mad [Follow her]

When she stares at your mouth [smile...then kiss her]

When she pushes you or hit's you [hug her tight]

When she starts cursing at you [say i love you]

When she's quiet [hold her hand and ask what's wrong]

When she ignores you [act cute so she'll notice you]

When she pulls away [Pull her back]

When you see her at her worst [tell her you love her and she still looks amazing]

When you see her start crying [hold her...ask her what's wrong]

When you see her walking [approach her..give a kiss on the cheek.]

When she's scared [assure her you're not going to leave her]

When she lays her head on yourshoulder [tilt your head too..and hold her hand]

When she steals your favorite hat [let her keep it]

When she teases you [tease her back and make her laugh]

When she doesnt answer for a long time [reassure her that everything is okay]

When she looks at you with doubt [Back yourself up]

When she says that she loves you [she really does more than you could understand]

When she grabs at your hands [Hold hers and play with her fingers]

When she bumps into you [bump into her back and make her laugh]

When she tells you a secret [keep it safe and untold]

When she looks at you in your eyes [dont look away until she does]

When she misses you [she's hurting inside]

When you break her heart [the pain never really goes away]

When she says its over [she still wants you to be hers]

-Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.

-When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

-When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you:

-Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

-Tease her and let her tease you back.

-Stay up all night with her when she's sick

-Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

-Give her the world.

-Let her wear your clothes.

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

-Let her know she's important.

-Kiss her in the pouring rain.

-When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

Saturday, November 10, 2007

i just checked in a wedding couple.
din get to see them in person though,
cuz it was their 'sisters' who came to help them check-in.
and all of a sudden,
i had this overwhelming feeling to get married also.
i dunno why,
but it just feel sort of like blissful to be able to be with the one you love?
and theres so many people being happy and busy for you on that particular day.

do not know what is going to happen in the future
but at least on that day, you are really very happy.
which i have been looking forward to all the time!
it takes alot to go through,
but i dun mind.
as long as i'll be able to get my xinfu.


Tuesday, November 06, 2007