i nv knew that

the 'virtual' bond between the guests and hoteliers

really do exists.

till i saw that email

to my colleagues from one of the regular guest here.

its always sad to see them leaving

especially when they had stayed for a long time.

even up here in the orchid club for only 2weeks plus

i have a sense of unwillingness and sadness

whenever i see them leave.

and the funny part is

i only got to see and know them through

the happy hour cocktail.

thats all.

ohwells.

i was looking through my entries

then i saw one recent one about the final call.

the guy whom i was referring to,

i suddenly forgot who he is that actually captured my attention.

sometimes

even the happiest people on earth

are drowned in their sorrows.

and yet the depressed people

are complaining about the small stuffs in their life.

weeks ago, still bubbly and healthy.

now, so old and haggard.

is it true?

or is it just the uniform that we are wearing

and the professional image that comes with it?

i guess i just have to say

that's part of growing up.

shooting stars are nice.

i saw

and i still rem the excitement that i had

up till now when i think back.

thanks.

for accompanying that night.

appreciated.

hello!

i am really going bkk

for my graduation trip.

its good that fel

took the initiative to start planning.

(=

muacks!

hurry hurry.

end of this month, we will settle everything.

i feel so annoyed.

someone keep signing in n out.

of msn.

even though i know its msn fault

but the person who is signing in n out

is irritating me.

argh.

hello!

i am going to lose weight now!

pls motivate me.

hello hello hello!

sat night out prove to be

quite good.

met up with kold.

someone i got to

know at my sis's wedding.

okay anyway,

we went vivocity

and got lost quite a few times.

oh yah,

a movie is good.

when ure bored

when u want to go shopping but nth to buy

when u are meeting someone for e 1st time and dunno wad to do.

tts why we went to catch the final call.

it wasnt tt scary.

hmm, overall

a show tt can be missed.

but there's one guy in the show

WHOO~!

went to a nice restaurant to have dinner

the ambience outside was good.

totally not suitable for

both of us! hahaha/.

the jap restaurant served good food.

but the tori katsu curry rice i ordered

isnt tt fantastic afterall.

was it tori katsu curry?

aiya, its actually just

chicken cutlet curry rice lah.

hahaha.

i was just trying to act jap.

oh yah!

i had sake.

and erm, it doesnt taste very good.

warm sake.

i dun think i'll have a second try.

and anyway,

there's someone who saw me at

vivo but dun wanna call me

because he was rushing.

wad kind of friend!

bleah.

treated my mom to swensens.

im so happy. (=

drizzling today.

walking alone in town.

tripping and keep wanting to fall down.

and my slippers are wet.

sigh.

bad day.

and i couldnt find my mom in the mrt.

hahaha.

2 lost souls.

suddenly all my happy friends seem

so dull n stress.

boohoo.

i wonder what happen to them.

pls cheer up okay?

jonathan. isky abang.

i need u all to keep me happy

u know?

my medicine.

kusu island on sunday.

hope it wun be too crowded.

i jus want to relax on the boat.

i need CONDITIONINGGG

a 16dollars hor fun

tastes the same

as those i bought at

my downstairs kopitiam

which cost only 3dollars.

except that it comes in

a nicer bigger bowl.

oh yah, and the prawns are bigger.

tts all/.

i dun understand why

some stupid bitches

can just make ppl out there

suffer for you.

pls get it clear.

we are not ur slaves.

u can say in the afternoon

ure fine, and ure coming to work.

next moment

u jus geng an mc again.

fuck you man.

and the whole of front office

is cocked up

just because of u!

smack u man!

if really this carry on,

i swear to whoever is reading,

i'll complain to the managers.

i dun care if ur father is seriously ill

or dying.

pls apply for leave in advance.

nobody is goin to forever cover ot

for u!

how i wish u are reading this entry.

im so tired.

of scolding people.

bye

this entry is specially dedicated

for the little jonny boy,

who offered to stay back with me

for ot yest.

and i saw how tired he is lah.

keep yawning thru out

the whole of 3hrs.

till 2am.

so guilty SIA!

okay.

noble lil jonny did three good things yest.

1st, he offered to acc me do OT

without getting any ot pay.

2nd, he helped me shield tt uncle

for me, which i really am veryyyy grateful for that,

SERIOUSLY.

i really hate that uncle sia.

who wanna go home with him!

eeeeeeks.

3rd, he sent me home.

hahaha.

wells, in the job scope of being a man.

how true.

thanks lil jonny.

it was bad that u

had to see me cry.

but come to think of it

at tt time, i dun need a shoulder yet.

but then, i wouldnt mind a smelly shoulder.

hahaha.

save it for next time okay?

THANKS.

you can call me

linda

or milk tea

if you like

and know what

it means.

(=

my life is so monotoneous that i need to

think so hard just for a blog entry.

boohoo.

the circle of trust was destroyed

so easily, within a few moments of truth.

at least i told you we were talking abt all those,

instead of you finding out yourself. (=

but i still think those were small matters

because you are not the only one

who is feeling the same way.

so cheer up!

trust me again!

had a tired day.

worked double shift.

and kena harassed calls

in the middle of the night.

those deep low husky voice

send a shiver down.

i shook whenever i see a angmoh now.

kind soul jonny

bought me milkybar w/ cookies

early in the morn

with his hum2 eyes.

haah.

thanks.

i owe u.

17dollars choco.

i dunno wad to blog.

greyness.

do u know?

suddenly i think

i like you.

the best thing abt being single:

i can like a few thousand ppl

at the same time

without feeling guilty.

*poof

happy birthday mama.

its supposed to be on the 6th.

(=

i jus realised ive hit 100 posts with my last entry.

(=

sth to add on during the wedding dinner

which i found it to be quite 'drama'.

wuahaha.

all of us were busy eating cauliflowers and stuffs

and then the cameraman suddenly

came and took photos of us!

naturally all of us started to

'quick quick quick, is there any cauli stuck on my teeth anot!'

LOL.

then everyone started smiling at the camera!

hmmm. i jus find it funny,

come to think of it.

was supposed to go one night stand with colleagues.

but i din go in the end.

mama sort of worried abt me goin.

due to one incident,

which scarred her.

i understand.

so i came home!

and i even bought prata for her to eat!

i must be filial to my parents. (=

my source of survival.

sis's been gone for a few days.

and i miss her presence so badly.

hmm. hope she's doing fine.

pls rem to be happy!

(=

oh yes, my tears at the wedding

were not for that fucking uncle i had.

i only have hatred for you.

my tears are not meant for you.

so get away as far as possible from me!

jonny, im offically goin up to club floor nex roster.

do rem to miss me and im still waiting for your death note.

a painless death pls.