finally life's been back.

super busy and tired for the last few days.

busy with sis's wedding.

i cant imagine i slept till 330pm yest!

an overwhelming of mixed feelings

came over me, then i teared.

dunno why.

maybe just cant bear to see her go ba.

hope she will have a happy and blissful marriage.

beautiful pics of my sis and others

will be uploaded as soon as ive

gotten them.

sigh. i miss my sister. (=

14 more weeks to go, which means 7 rosters more!

i cant wait.

whee whee.

up next will be

bkk on vday with the usuals

and i wan bali.

i wan massages.

jonathan influence me too much.

WE NEED MASSAGES.

this shall be a happy post i promise!

(=

imagina being a santa rina

for the whole of DEC!

XMAS IS COMING DARLINGS!

yupp yupp

i am goin to be santa rina for the whole month of Dec

asp AGSM elizabeth & Jonathan OLIVERIO

not you, jonny.

hohoho!

i am buying a new phone nex week.

pls pray that everything goes well

for me. (=

yan2, ive decided to go against you

and buy n6280.

okay, now i need to save up

for my graduation tour.

who is coming?!

its a combined post.

are things going to be the same still?

you said you want things to be like the past.

but what you all are doing now

doesnt make me feel like so.

just when i wasnt so much into him

you had to make me think of him again.

ohwells.

i dunno whether was it me

you were talking abt

but its a pity

we became like this.

neither u nor me know

wad exactly happened

ohwells.

i dunno...

things got pretty bad at one point

tears were there,

fear was there.

but ive come this far.

like i said

life is becoming dramatic.

why so.

i would very much like to know too.

im back.

too many things happened and i dunno where to start.

all i can say is:

life is becoming more dramatic we grow up.

why do things change so drastically.

out of the blue

the news came

and change everybody's lifes.

i just hope that

things will be okay.

and that you will be given

a second chance.

Motorola V3x

Sony T10

i wann

but i think V3x

dun have white colour

in singapore.

boohoo.

i wann

world class.

fabulous.

my strength.

my love.

hello!
my hse is having a partaay now!
and i broke my promise agn.
i drank.
wuhaaha.
working morning tml.
but dun think i'll be able to slp
with the noise
and the ambience.
i wanna enjoy.
with my family.

theres this handsome hunk
my uncle's friend.
sak sak man!
those type that ride bike and he is a security at babyface.
so i assume he's a bouncer?
my mother likes him too.
wuahaha.
but he's attached.

went ecp aft work
intended to fly kite
ended up cycling.
dunno why nv fly kite in the end also.
finally fel is learning how to cycle!
jiayou ba.
we are waiting
at the end. (=

i fell.
very painful!
but again
i acted man and say im alright
i think im borned to be a man!
i think my leg there is blue black plus a bit of swollen-ness.
the whole of my right leg is injured.
and my right elbow hurts terribly.
boohoohoo.
i will not cry.

5million toto gone.
no more millionares for me. for us.

had my haircut yest
at 2way holistic
which jing intro.
hmmm
one thing bad was
there was no handsome stylist.
even though he wore a nice smelling perfume
but the smell of cigarette came in
and there was this mixture of smell
which make me feel like
fainting.

another thing was.
he dun talk at all
while cutting.
he din try to strike a conversation
okay, maybe i was too busy talking to jing.
but wells.
i miss him.

i will dye my hair soon.

was tipsy yest.

my legs were wobbly. and my head hurts.

and i jus lie down everywhr i went.

kitchen living room.

ohwells.

i think im goin to stop drinking for maybe 1 month?

tiger beer.chivas w/ greentea.chivas w/ chrysanthemum.chivas on the rock.

too much.

sis rom yest.

she look beautiful.

(=

like cinderella.

will upload pics soon.

and solemnisation was funny.

i couldnt help but laugh

though there was abit of unwelming feeling

coming over me

as they had their marriage vows.

just feel like she's gone from us.

sighs.

and i haven got her any presents yet.

but nvm.

we're planning sth nice for her.

sy.yx.serene.

pls call me for updates ok!

had fun at dee chalet.

taking pics.barnequeing.serving ppl.met up with ppl whom i've nv seen for a long time.eating.drinking.

went poolside with serene n jing.

chicken wings.drinks.

chatted abt how unlucky tp ppl were

and self commented abt how lucky i was/.

hehheh.

jing came home with me

and i managed to psycho her to work late.

which is a good thing.

i hope she had a good night sleep.

and our plans.

whee~

im feeling so excited.

if only everyone will be free.

it feels good to go home in a crowded bus.

especially when im working afternoon shift.

late at night.

as i slowly undress

back into my civil clothes.

strolling and wandering to e bus stop

tt kind of loneliness.

i dun like!

but it feels good to see my bus crowded with ppl.

at least i feel warm.

i wun be so cold n lonely

sitting in one corner of the bus

trying hard not to fall asleep.

(=

p/s (1). i hate my uncle! especially when i see someone similar to him! and i saw one today. )=

p/s (2). theres a dead fly below my keyboard! underneath the spacebar! how to take it out?

isolation.

isolating.

isolated.

i think the bao xiao xin ren wang is totally lame.

to think mediacorp would do sth like this.

all the contestants are making a fool of themselves!

and its not funny at all.

what on earth is the world coming to!

it seems like everyone is learning something

from their attachment

except me.

all i do everyday is ans calls.

(=

but i'll be moving to other depts soon.

I'LL LEARN SOMETHING.

I PROMISE.

it feels good to see jing agn

girl shopping like what we used to do.

ever since yr3, things have been different.

ohwells.

cant wait for her bday.

just wanna see and hug everyone.

too bad am is away in china.

i miss her.

i miss you sy

i miss you yx

i miss you jing.

does anybody miss me?

am going for a haircut tml.

wonder how will i look like

after that.

and i wan jet black hair.

should i?

sis's rom chalet tml.

will it be fun?

hope so.

if its boring

i'll go home n cry.

anyway

she happy can already.

she's getting married.

off she goes!

i know she will miss us.

i will miss you too. (=

muacks